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Feeling anticipatory grief

SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

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May 28, 2024
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I'm a caregiver to a couple aging family members and while they are currently doing well, I find myself grieving their deaths ahead of time. It robs me of the time I have with them.

I grieve the life I thought I would have, and opportunities forever missed.

I suppose I could make an attempt, but as I've said many times, I would probably survive everything I try. I'm just not allowed to die.
 
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