Farewell

[Sucka4life]

I'm CTB in the next hour using SN capsules (hopefully they work). I'm so scared about what's on the other side. I just want to experience eternal peace. I wanted to experience said peace since I was nine years old. Anyways I'll try to kept you guys updated. I'm currently trembling with nervousness . I'm listening to my favorite music to calm myself down.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[sanctionedusage]

i hope the other side's like that too! everythings gonna be just fine, dw. methylene blue's highly effective if you have any second thoughts anyway. it's all in your hands.

 

[Deepdense]

How do you feel about dying?

 

[Sucka4life]

How do you feel about dying?

I am terrified about dying to say the least but at the same time I know that I no longer have the strength to live. Hmmm I grew up super religious so I believe in heaven and hell and I guess that's the thing I'm most terrified about, like what if there's no peace on the other side, smh.

 

[darksouls]

good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[fadedghost]

I'm sorry you are sad. Are you sure this is what you want? I think you are only 21 right? Have you tried standard things? Anti-depressants? Therapy? Jogging? Ketamine? You are really young to do this, Is this absolutely what you want? You can change your mind if you want. Sorry things have been difficult.

 

[tzon]

It's been an hour since you posted.

Whatever you have done or haven't, whatever side you are on at the moment, I wish you the best.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

Whatever you have done or haven't, whatever side you are on at the moment, I wish you the best.

Same I also wish him/her the best. I hope the same for you.

 

[Sucka4life]

I'm still here. I just finished taking the capsules. I had to baby myself to take them. They were hard to swallow. Now I am waiting to see what will happen.

 

[idiotmother]

I hope it goes smoothly and that you find peace. Hopefully having the Sn in the pills will make the process easier.

 

[srilankanbeyotch]

may you find everlasting peace

 

[tzon]

It honestly feels weird posting in a thread like this, I'm not used to it, but this is SaSu....

Again, best wishes to you whatever happens.

 

[Save_Me_Mind]

May your soul rest peacefully, such life must have been excruciating to withstand. Rest easy now

 

[Ihatemonday]

I hope you can find peace. <3

 

[HalfLife]

I'm CTB in the next hour using SN capsules (hopefully they work). I'm so scared about what's on the other side. I just want to experience eternal peace. I wanted to experience said peace since I was nine years old. Anyways I'll try to kept you guys updated. I'm currently trembling with nervousness . I'm listening to my favorite music to calm myself down.

Godspeed & have a peaceful journey.

 

[carfemtanyl]

I wish you good luck but SN capsules are generally not a good idea since they don't release all of the SN consistently at the same time so the amount you absorb at once could be sub lethal for some time or not work at all.

 

[fadedghost]

i hope the other side's like that too! everythings gonna be just fine, dw. methylene blue's highly effective if you have any second thoughts anyway. it's all in your hands.

you make an interesting observation about the SN antidote to mention to ER personnel if things are going poorly or someone changes their mind. i believe you said it's called methylene blue

just in case OP is looking at this and not knowing what to say to 911 or what to do, just replying to that post. i'm terribly worried that capsules are going to be difficult. calling 911 and mentioning methylene blue is an option. perhaps ending it is what OP wants and there won't be complications, i don't know, if you are still there or able to read this.

 

[Realog11]

I'm still here. I just finished taking the capsules. I had to baby myself to take them. They were hard to swallow. Now I am waiting to see what will happen.

Are you still here

 

[maylurker]

i'm terribly worried that capsules are going to be difficult

they should be easier on the stomach without irritating it much right?

 

[Realog11]

I'm CTB in the next hour using SN capsules (hopefully they work). I'm so scared about what's on the other side. I just want to experience eternal peace. I wanted to experience said peace since I was nine years old. Anyways I'll try to kept you guys updated. I'm currently trembling with nervousness . I'm listening to my favorite music to calm myself down.

I guess he is gone rest in peace I'm coming soon

 

[mr-ant-tennas]

I'm still here. I just finished taking the capsules. I had to baby myself to take them. They were hard to swallow. Now I am waiting to see what will happen.

I really hope you're at peace, wherever you are.

 

[cciro]

I hope everything is ok now. Good luck.

 

[A_Spartan_Dead]

Wishing you the best Great Journey,
To a place beyond pain, fear and death,
Finding the rest and peace you seek,
Your bravery remembered.

 

[Riven]

I hope you are at peace now, wishing you the best.

 

[d3m1g0d]

good luck, i'm going too

 

[Realog11]

good luck, i'm going too

Same when are you going?

 

[d3m1g0d]

Same when are you going?

Right now

 

[BillyBob]

Farewell.
Hope you have a peaceful passing.

 

[Realog11]

Right now

Keep me updated are you going to make your own thread