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xeno112007

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Scared to even tie the rope and just slept through the day
 
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Scared to even tie the rope and just slept through the day
I know what you mean. I've had rope in my closet since January of last year but I can't do anything with it. I don't know why, maybe it's the fear of pain or hope that things will get better. Either way, I've procrastinated my own suicide for a whole year. Anyways, I hope you can find peace with whatever choice you make. (Also off topic, but I like your pfp. Hollow knight seems cool, although I've never played it so I don't really know lol)
 
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I know what you mean. I've had rope in my closet since January of last year but I can't do anything with it. I don't know why, maybe it's the fear of pain or hope that things will get better. Either way, I've procrastinated my own suicide for a whole year. Anyways, I hope you can find peace with whatever choice you make. (Also off topic, but I like your pfp. Hollow knight seems cool, although I've never played it so I don't really know lol)
Well I think some practice is needed today I am going to just tie rope but not ctb just practice. I kinda not feeling scared right now. Also thanks I have been playing hollow knight for a long time its really a good game but kinda difficult maybe you should give it a try.
 
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Maybe the rope can wait a little longer :)
I have been keeping sn with me for 3 month. Still couldn't do it ;)
Hope you find peace ♥️
 
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Maybe the rope can wait a little longer :)
I have been keeping sn with me for 3 month. Still couldn't do it ;)
Hope you find peace ♥️
Thanks Today I am just going to practice hanging no ctb
 

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