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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
Hi.

So I'm back here. Failed to jump off beachy head cliffs in the end. No I didn't get caught or anything and there was no chaplains at the present time.

I don't know really what happened to be honest. I haven't been able to do this until today because I deliberately ran my mobile data down to nothing until it reset today and didn't want to use a public computer / wifi as for keeping this website safe..

Well I'm back for the time being
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
*hugs.... If you need to talk, I'm here for you. <3
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
543
Welcome back Paulsmith. Good to hear from you :)
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
I also considered jumping from a bridge initially but now im choosing SN first, jumping is more harder than we think.

Welcome back
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Sounds like you're another sufferer of human survival instinct. Damned nuisance, isn't it?

Glad to have you back.
 
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Ashton

Member
Jul 24, 2018
33
Hey Paul, hope that you are ok.
Pleased that you're back.
Send us a message buddy .
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,551
Welcome back, sorry you didn't find peace. Sending you hugs
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
Welcome back. Sorry it didn't work out. Here if you need to talk. Hugs
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
354
There's nothing wrong with a failed attempt. I've had a few. It's just an opportunity to try again. Don't be hard on yourself. When the time is right, you'll get the peace you're seeking.
 
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nohoper

Member
Dec 2, 2018
64
Welcome back, dont feel bad about not jumping i know i couldn't use that method i would never have the courage to go through with it.
 
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