
MissAbyss
"I gazed for too long.."
- Jul 20, 2025
- 37
I tried to attempt full suspension hanging today, but it failed.
Everthing was set in place, I was "Ready Steady Go..". The noose was very tight, just below my jawline and the knot behind my neck. I stood on a chair and slowly lowered myself to apply pressure on my neck, (I have a mirror in the hallway, and in it, I saw my face quickly turning purple-blueish). I noticed that my breathing wasn't completely cut off, so I could still breathe a little. I didn't felt any pain or unease.
There was some pressure building up in my head, but I didn't feel like I was going to lose consciousness, after about 15 seconds (counting in my head), I stopped.
After that I tried two more times,which also didn't seem to work properly and I gave up.
What did seem to work is that my sinuses are really loosen, I'm practically sneezing my eyeballs out!
Please, can someone perhaps enlighten me what I might have done wrong? It's really frustrating.
Thank you
Everthing was set in place, I was "Ready Steady Go..". The noose was very tight, just below my jawline and the knot behind my neck. I stood on a chair and slowly lowered myself to apply pressure on my neck, (I have a mirror in the hallway, and in it, I saw my face quickly turning purple-blueish). I noticed that my breathing wasn't completely cut off, so I could still breathe a little. I didn't felt any pain or unease.
There was some pressure building up in my head, but I didn't feel like I was going to lose consciousness, after about 15 seconds (counting in my head), I stopped.
After that I tried two more times,which also didn't seem to work properly and I gave up.
What did seem to work is that my sinuses are really loosen, I'm practically sneezing my eyeballs out!

Please, can someone perhaps enlighten me what I might have done wrong? It's really frustrating.
Thank you
