• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

ざいわ

ざいわ

idiot.
Dec 12, 2024
13
My apologies for the choppy english as english isn't my first language.

Anyone else tired of literally anything?
I'm a senior in high school (i'm 18) and i don't wanna participate in anything tbh.. no spirit week, or fun school things in general..

My friends think im crazy because I don't wanna hang out etc, but i just don't have the fucking energy anymore. =)
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: LifeQuitter, Forever Sleep, derpyderpins and 1 other person
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,815
Depression will do that every time.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ざいわ
-less-

-less-

Member
Dec 15, 2024
14
I relate to that so much.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ざいわ
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

A new mentality, closer to the heart
Sep 19, 2023
2,106
My apologies for the choppy english as english isn't my first language.

Anyone else tired of literally anything?
I'm a senior in high school (i'm 18) and i don't wanna participate in anything tbh.. no spirit week, or fun school things in general..

My friends think im crazy because I don't wanna hang out etc, but i just don't have the fucking energy anymore. =)
I've felt that way on and off through the years. Definitely understand.

You're very young, though, don't give up on the situation improving. Could be termporary, or could be a long-term thing you learn to manage.

What you need to take away now is that while it may not be typical, it's not strange and it's valid to go through this.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ざいわ
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,664
I've personally always felt so tired of existing, simply just existing makes me feel so tired, it's the kind of tiredness that only eternal sleep can take away for me.
 
ざいわ

ざいわ

idiot.
Dec 12, 2024
13
I've personally always felt so tired of existing, simply just existing makes me feel so tired, it's the kind of tiredness that only eternal sleep can take away for me.

I've felt that way on and off through the years. Definitely understand.

You're very young, though, don't give up on the situation improving. Could be termporary, or could be a long-term thing you learn to manage.

What you need to take away now is that while it may not be typical, it's not strange and it's valid to go through this.
Appreciate it. Sometimes, I feel like an outsider because most people think it's abnormal to hold these beliefs.
++ Ah this is the feeling that I've also had for the past 5 years.. :)
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: derpyderpins