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Samuel

Samuel

Wise
Apr 25, 2018
243
Much of the time I'm in fear or anger about the idea. But I'm excited that I can put an end to all my suffering. And il never have to look a my ugly face in the mirror again. I just can't wait to get out of this body, and face. I struggle everyday. And when I do feel good, I still have to avoid the mirrors. I just want to end this. I'm done fighting. I want a new face, body, and mind.
 
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YukiFox

YukiFox

Pastel demon
Dec 8, 2018
320
Sure, the death rush (Have strong death thoughts) are stimulating to me too. Although isn't a fetish, because a fetish only stimulates on sexual desires, thinking about taking my own life relax and comfort me.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I think about that too - never having to see myself in the mirror again! Death just has so many great things about it.
 
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Robbyna

Robbyna

Student
Mar 6, 2019
182
I look at my face and don't recognize who is see in the mirror. It doesn't seem to fit my soul and I feel trapped in my body. I wish CTB was a last simple as uttering a word. It feels so unfair to have to live when you don't want to, when so many die everyday that want to live.
 
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Pepega

Pepega

Betaman
Mar 2, 2019
101
Much of the time I'm in fear or anger about the idea. But I'm excited that I can put an end to all my suffering. And il never have to look a my ugly face in the mirror again. I just can't wait to get out of this body, and face. I struggle everyday. And when I do feel good, I still have to avoid the mirrors. I just want to end this. I'm done fighting. I want a new face, body, and mind.
Same, I have come at peace with me and i'm quite excited to do it, if only I had money for SN fucking hell nothing works in this life
 
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