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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
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Everyone always fucking leaves. What's the point of life if you are lonely? There's no point in a life like that. Without a like-minded women I created bonds with just for them to fucking leave YEARS long connections...and they weren't normies. I don't wanna be left with normies.
 
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ponderingkoala

ponderingkoala

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Oct 27, 2025
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People come, people go but one thing that remains is who we are, they can always be replaced and we can always be elevated to a higher state of mind where we become too good and too conscious for others to understand. All you need is acceptance. You are awesome as you are that's my mantra
Everyone always fucking leaves. What's the point of life if you are lonely? There's no point in a life like that. Without a like-minded women I created bonds with just for them to fucking leave YEARS long connections...and they weren't normies. I don't wanna be left with normies.,
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
622
I feel very sad these days. I recently lost a friend who suffered greatly. She was a member on this forum and she ctb 2 weeks ago. We met here, and we talked a lot. She understood me how I felt, like really understood me.:'(

She endured so much torture in this life, nobody should endure so much pain and suffering. I will keep her username private and her problems too, out of respect for her. I can't help but miss her đź’”
 
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auto138491

Student
Jun 21, 2025
126
dude, no one really cares if we want to die. Our friends will write, after we're dead, "Wish you had talked to me." But in life, they stonewall every effort to tell them that we are on the precipice. No one wants taht kind of stress. There is no point to this. The best thing is to die.
 
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user938838383335

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
157
The day before yesterday I felt happy, yesterday three people I thought will stay with me forever... Left.
The day before yesterday I felt happy, yesterday three people I thought will stay with me forever... Left.
I'm left with no option but suicide
 
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mittymittens

mittymittens

let's make it quick, ok?
Jun 11, 2023
81
Everyone always fucking leaves. What's the point of life if you are lonely? There's no point in a life like that. Without a like-minded women I created bonds with just for them to fucking leave YEARS long connections...and they weren't normies. I don't wanna be left with normies.
something i had to accept a long time ago. people do come and go, but that quote hurts. subconsciously, i don't trust anyone that they will stay but most times i end up getting attached and forget its not forever. i got traumatized as a child when my first best friend who i opened up to (and she claimed she never opened up to anyone either) left because i was too depressing. i never fully trusted any friendship after that even if it sounds stupid. most of my friendships have not been long lasting.
it's also not any better if someone you also knew for years went too far and threw you under the bus. doing the leaving isn't any better either.
 
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MiaSanMia

Banned scammer
Oct 17, 2025
25
People will ALWAYS leave. Its just how it is. The only truth in this life I think
 
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beyond.space

beyond.space

"an elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art"
Oct 30, 2025
47
hey, i understand how you feel. few of the most important people in my life have completely betrayed my trust, and i all i ever did was love and support them. unfortunately, they saw my depression and isolation as a weakness and a lack of caring. indeed, people come, connections are made and as they go, those get lost. its especially painful if it happens when you least expect it, or when you need them the most. i believe it brings a kind of trauma that i, myself, will never be able to get over and this renders life as too much of a useless hassle for me.

i also believe it's wrong to categorize ppl as "normies" but i also understand that feeling, because i found that i feel things more profoundly than most ppl i have met, so i always just end up feeling alienated from them. i suppose we are all unique and some of us dont fit in and end up as minorities, which is natural, but who says we have to agree with nature? i, for one, do not, so i cant wait to leave all of this chaos behind
 
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