Everyone always leaves

[hellonearth144]

I want to kill myself cause everyone I ever connect with, leaves.i was alone my whole life until last year and I can't imagine being without a friend anymore bc now I know that by myself i won't fully express myself and all my joy. I know that by myself i won't be fully able to live. I will only suffer. So what's the point of continuing this existence if people suck and leave and abandon you and ghost you. Like this whole Year I tried to make friends and I made none. I just want friends....

 

[gunmetalblue]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Have you thought about posting on here to maybe at least connect maybe with someone in the community to vent?
(But of course always be careful to who you talk to online)

Make A Friend megathread

23M, horrible person, no life, likely have NPD, only think about myself, constantly seeking attention and whining. Want to find someone who can validate me 24/7, talk only about me all the time, tell me how good I am over and over, and is ok being completely ignored and not cared for by me. If...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I wish you peace.

 

[hellonearth144]

I'm sorry you're going through this. Have you thought about posting on here to maybe at least connect maybe with someone in the community to vent?
(But of course always be careful to who you talk to online)

Make A Friend megathread

23M, horrible person, no life, likely have NPD, only think about myself, constantly seeking attention and whining. Want to find someone who can validate me 24/7, talk only about me all the time, tell me how good I am over and over, and is ok being completely ignored and not cared for by me. If...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I wish you peace.

I did multiple times...ppl from sasu have left me too.

 

[Kazu Ha]

I want to kill myself cause everyone I ever connect with, leaves.i was alone my whole life until last year and I can't imagine being without a friend anymore bc now I know that by myself i won't fully express myself and all my joy. I know that by myself i won't be fully able to live. I will only suffer. So what's the point of continuing this existence if people suck and leave and abandon you and ghost you. Like this whole Year I tried to make friends and I made none. I just want friends....

I understand how you feel.
I've had virtually no close friends in my life. Mostly, they were just people I occasionally played games with, and that was it.

I only got to know two people who stayed around for about six years, but then I was replaced. I felt really close to them, we made lots of plans for the future, only to be replaced overnight... it hurts.

All my hopes and dreams, down the drain.
I suffer from BPD, which made everything even worse, and I still can't come to terms with the losses.
I just want to die.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

...And yet we are told that we should not kill ourselves because we "leave behind" others, as if they will not do the same.

 

[hellonearth144]

...And yet we are told that we should not kill ourselves because we "leave behind" others, as if they will not do the same.

Exactly

 

[hellonearth144]

Well psychic told me my current friend will leave as well. I'm gonna consider suicide this spring

...And yet we are told that we should not kill ourselves because we "leave behind" others, as if they will not do the same.

Someone just told me this xd