Everyday I’m alive I become more bitter

[MisterOGBongWater]

Genuinely growing impatient with death. Why do so many people die young who don't want it, but I have to put a shotgun to the back of my head? Hope I die on my way home from work

 

[Forever Sleep]

I really feel like this too. I'm so full of anger and resentment so much of the time. I don't even want to be this person but then, I feel like there are reasonable reasons for feeling the way we feel, so I don't really see the point in denying it either. Maybe it would be better to though. It's not like I can do anything constructive with any of it.

I just wish I could go before I'm utterly honest about how I feel which is just going to upset people. I feel like a bottle of soda that keeps being shaken. I'm getting dangerously close to going pop.

 

[MisterOGBongWater]

I really feel like this too. I'm so full of anger and resentment so much of the time. I don't even want to be this person but then, I feel like there are reasonable reasons for feeling the way we feel, so I don't really see the point in denying it either. Maybe it would be better to though. It's not like I can do anything constructive with any of it.

I just wish I could go before I'm utterly honest about how I feel which is just going to upset people. I feel like a bottle of soda that keeps being shaken. I'm getting dangerously close to going pop.

Feel like that analogy you made there at the end every single day of my life.