Not the song, just the title. Everything is so difficult. I have no hope anymore and my therapist doesn't seem to give me much hope either. How the hell did I end up here? Why does god hate me so much? I just want life to be like it was 4 months ago — I wasn't happy, but I had a proper job, a hobby and a routine that didn't hurt as much. Today is the worst day of my life, previous one was yesterday...
