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EmoIsNotAPhase

Student
Jan 12, 2019
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Every day it's getting harder. I am completely alone in my struggle. And every day the fight in me dies more. Sometimes I just wish someone could take some of my fight because I'm going to fail on my own. I've fought too long by myself. Picked myself up each time brushed myself off but I just can't. Not anymore
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,832
Same. The only sliver of hope I have when I wake up every morning is that I have the ability to take myself out if it gets bad enough. In the mean time, I just try to take deep breaths to oxygenate my brain for my next move and make my existence as tolerable as possible.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you've suffered so much, existence really is too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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