Escaping horror

[adaflower]

I am suffering from a very severe insomnia : nothing can put me to sleep and I spend days on end awake. It's terrifying and I suffer immensely. I have lost everything over this : health, friends, my job and hobbies. I want to end my suffering by SN, does anyone know if it is possible to get a shipment to France ?
Thank you

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

insomnia is very bad torture

but they made all guaranteed painless suicide methods into crimes like nembutal, sarco suicide pod, me paying someone to shoot me with a gun etc . suicide is sometimes needed or wanted to escape horror escape extreme torture

 

[SASU-KE]

That sounds horrific. I don't sleep well myself and my life is miserable because of it. But your situation is way worse.I can only imagine how much you must be suffering.I'm sorry

 

[UnoX48]

as tu essayais les somnifères ? qu'est ce qui t'a mené à cette situation ?

 

[NameOfAction]

I am sorry to imply that you haven't tried everything, but there are medications used for severe treatment resistant insomnia, like DORAs and benzos.
Not to mention straight up anaesthesia drugs that are meant to knock you out like propofol (although really not recommended)

 

[adaflower]

I did try everything under the sun, trust me. It's pure torture and it affected every bits and pieces of my (happy) life. I've lost everything except the love and support of my parents, for which I am grateful.

 

[itsgone2]

Many years ago seroquel 25 mg probably saved my life from insomnia. It's a dangerous drug but did help me.

 

[darksouls]

however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[Ligottian]

There is some condition that causes a more or less constant excruciating headache. It's even been dubbed the "suicide headache" because people who have it often take their lives.