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Meimi18

Meimi18

Beep boop
Nov 1, 2023
82
Welp fucked it all up with my friends again. Threw a tantrum, they didn't reply the way I was expecting so I ran
And now that I'm kinda calm I gotta go back and say sorry for stressing you guys out, but also I'm afraid that when I go back, I'll realise they didn't really care that much actually

What the heck, I'm just embarrassed mostly, never gonna show my face in front of them again. I'll have to, but in my mind I'm never showing my face again
 
imtiredasf

imtiredasf

Member
May 23, 2025
61
Welp fucked it all up with my friends again. Threw a tantrum, they didn't reply the way I was expecting so I ran
And now that I'm kinda calm I gotta go back and say sorry for stressing you guys out, but also I'm afraid that when I go back, I'll realise they didn't really care that much actually

What the heck, I'm just embarrassed mostly, never gonna show my face in front of them again. I'll have to, but in my mind I'm never showing my face again
Friends are iffy. Finding people who understand and care about your particular set of problems and want to be friends despite or through them is hard, part of why I wound up here myself. I hope that everything works out.
 
Elsie

Elsie

Member
Jun 4, 2025
26
Hey, I hear you!🥺 You must have been really overwhelmed in the moment. But the fact that you're feeling embarrassed now and thinking about apologizing shows you do care and that means a lot.

I get being scared they might not care as much as you hoped. That fear sucks! 😞 But maybe give them a chance. People usually understand more than we expect, especially if they're real friends. And even if they don't react how you hope, at least you did your part by owning up and reaching out — and that's something to be proud of!!! 🤗🤗🤗
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,830
Very hard to find real good friends. I hope you can get one eventually.
 

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