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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
anyone else going out early 2026? maybe we can make a gc and talk in our final months/weeks together
 
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moonsun

moonsun

Member
Oct 28, 2025
32
Yes but i m doing it at the end of this year i dont want to even be a part of 2026
 
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zdeweilx

zdeweilx

It's over
Dec 15, 2025
145
Yes but i m doing it at the end of this year i dont want to even be a part of 2026
Same, ideally... but chances are I'll delay my departure
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
110
I likely will in a few weeks
 
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
277
Was planning to do it last week, got sent to psych ward.

Things are even more hostile now,I'm either doing it this week or the first week of january
 
littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
171
i'm planning on ctb in the first few days of january. that's in about two weeks, thankfully. i really hope i won't have to delay it, since i've pretty much let some folks know that i was gonna be "moving" on my exact date. no going back now...
 
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srilankanbeyotch

Member
Dec 21, 2025
58
Going out week 3 of January. I have booked 3 nights hotel. Got my SN, Domperidone, Ibuprofen, Propranolol and my pocket weighing scale. Just need to write down my letters. Everythings setup including hotel but Im having second thoughts about my location though...
 
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wynaut

New Member
Aug 26, 2025
1
The plan for me is around the 7th of January, heavily considering doing it next week though. A gc would be cool.It would be nice to talk to people who are in a similar boat
 
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
277
The plan for me is around the 7th of January, heavily considering doing it next week though. A gc would be cool.It would be nice to talk to people who are in a similar boat
Was talking to this girl who ctb last week. It's lonely now that she's gone.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
im in for a gc if anyone wants to make one
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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si4

si4

2007-2026
Dec 22, 2025
5
i'm planning on ctb by january via full suspension or firearm, it's comforting to be around people doing the same.
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
71
Planning to CTB in Jan 2026. Can't stand it much further.
 
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OliverGarden

OliverGarden

Neverchild
Dec 22, 2025
31
Waiting for the results on my uni admission early Jan as a last sort of "oh cool!" thingy before I commit, but after that it's free game >:D
 
negi-maguro

negi-maguro

Anarresti
Mar 2, 2025
17
Will be buying SN when I receive christmas bonus so I can ctb in February 2026. Not a fixed plan though. I still cling to some little hope of something good happening so maybe I will do it impulsively, hopefully next year.
 
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