Drugs are just a way to slowly kill yourself

[Contradictions]

The person I thought was the love of my life, who I put so much love into, who i spent every day with, turned out to just be using me and abusing me.

I don't want to die immediately, but I forsee myself not making it another year by not giving a fuck and doing large amounts of benzos and alcohol.

I thought we were gonna get married and live our lives together, I didn't realize I was being abused until it was far too late.

It's too much pain.

I have a heart condition that bottoms out my bp, one of these times the benzos will kill me and I'll be done with life.

 

[Why you?]

I'm not gonna say what happened with you, 'cause I don't. But I am going to say, maybe you should try living for yourself.

But then, who am I to say anything??