Don't want body to be found?

[AnxiousLlama]

Has anyone successfully suicided in a way that destroys their body?
The thought of a funeral and self-hate of my body means I must die in a way that my body cannot be found. Only ones I can think of are explosions or dissolving in acid (after getting unconscious), neither of which are easy.

 

[thenamingofcats]

I don't know about destroy but hide, yes. Like people that ctb in Aokigahara forest or any remote location. Sometimes people are eventually found but often they're not. People go missing all the time.

 

[escape_from_hell]

I was thinking about this before and there are things that would definitely be irretrievable, like body consumed by flowing lava or put into other unforgiving geological areas.
Getting that done would be a hell of a challenge for those of us battling survival instinct , fear, and pain aversion to begin with though, and would require travel and dedication beyond my depressive energy levels.

 

[bramblebamblebambe]

I really can relate to what you are feeling, the thought of a funeral really scares me and the lack of understanding of the gravity of the suffering I have endured, makes me angry, I don't know if I'm being unreasonable or selfish as it is not for me but people that mourn but it just makes me think of how little people know the real me and I hate it and it makes me so upset. I really don't like perceived.

For me I think the only guaranteed location of not being found is jumping from a cruise ship at night but I don't have the capability, funds or energy to travel, jumping from a cliff might be a possibility for others but don't think I could and although it may not be likely, the body could still wash up on shot, and also to an entirely remote location is not a possibility too for me,...

but however have decided on somewhere that might be remote enough, I'm thinking of hanging in a forest close by but hidden next to a motorway, as I think people don't tend to go on dog walks by motorways because of the noise, also by wearing a ghillie suite, which military people wear for camouflage, so that my body won't be noticable from a distance might help, and in summer where there is more foliage.....at the very least hopefully it won't traumatize people so much if I am found.

I'm very sorry for your pain and suffering I hope you can find peace.