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love_peep

love_peep

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May 26, 2023
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in this thread I express my opinion and I'm not trying to hurt anyone's feelings, but if you have questions, you can ask me either in private messages or here. Thanks to everyone who reads this thread



I want to say that you would not be afraid of ctb. and I will now explain my point of view why I am not afraid of this and help you calm down before your attempt at ctb. You can write in this thread why you are afraid of ctb and I will try to help you. you can also write to me in a personal while it is possible. because I will soon leave this life.
also, if you are not sure what you want to do, I can also help you and guide you on the right path in life. After all, in fact, all problems are solvable, you just have to be confident in yourself. And you will definitely succeed. If you are not sure whether you should go to the doctor, then I can say that you should definitely try to go to him, so as not to blame yourself later.
sometimes in this life there are good moments in everything you need to look for the positive. honestly when i did my ctb attempt for the first time and when i was already on the rails i was positive because i knew it would all be over soon you just have to be on a positive note in any situation.

in general what i want to say is you should stop worrying before trying ctb because you should know that everything that is not done is done for the better. Rejoice that you will finally find peace and after a successful ctb you will not have any negative emotions. if you believe that after death there is nothing and you do not want to be reborn, so it will be. If you believe in better worlds or in the theory of rebirth, then you will be reborn in a better world. Just believe it. I know that this world is cruel and not fair, but be that as it may, you yourself must set yourself up for the fact that death is something cool and you will eagerly want to leave here.
Before ctb, try drinking alcohol or sedatives and try to overcome your self-preservation instinct. I would say you can always overcome your instinct, you just need to drink alcohol and everything will be fine. The main thing is to find the method that you will like and will not worry you too much.
Before ctb, try drinking alcohol or sedatives and try to overcome your self-preservation instinct. I would say you can always overcome your instinct, you just need to drink alcohol and everything will be fine. The main thing is to find the method that you will like and will not worry you much and set yourself up for the fact that after ctb you will only get better.
Believe me, nothing will happen if you do ctb, I experienced an out-of-body experience and saw my own body on the bed and I can say that there is no feeling of fear or any kind of anxiety on the other side, everything seems more realistic and colorful. I would say the only feeling that I experienced at that moment was sincere joy and emptiness inside. Ie no sense of fear or anxiety. Be sure you will not go to any hell if you do ctb, because if you are mentally ill, you have depression or something like that, then you cannot control yourself sensibly, so from the point of view of even religion, I think it meant about those people who did it in their right mind.
if you yourself believe in God, think about why God sends you to hell, if you have already suffered here and hell has already been here for you. It doesn't make any sense. so try to set yourself up in a positive way and perceive death as a gift and not as a punishment.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Rather than fearing ctb exactly what would scare me personally is failing the suicide attempt, just leading to more suffering. The problem is that we exist in this hellish world where people are denied access to more reliable, straightforward and peaceful methods, if I had a method like Nembutal I would have no problems going through with ctb, but that's just not the reality. Failing ctb sounds absolutely horrific to me and I bet the inacessability of suicide keeps many people trapped here in this world.

But I do envy those who manage to succeed in ctb despite all the difficulties, I imagine that many get very determined once they've found a method they feel confident in. But sadly suicide just isn't that straightforward for everyone, how accessible suicide is depends on the individual.
 
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May 26, 2023
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Rather than fearing ctb exactly what would scare me personally is failing the suicide attempt, just leading to more suffering. The problem is that we exist in this hellish world where people are denied access to more reliable, straightforward and peaceful methods, if I had a method like Nembutal I would have no problems going through with ctb, but that's just not the reality. Failing ctb sounds absolutely horrific to me and I bet the inacessability of suicide keeps many people trapped here in this world.

But I do envy those who manage to succeed in ctb despite all the difficulties, I imagine that many get very determined once they've found a method they feel confident in. But sadly suicide just isn't that straightforward for everyone, how accessible suicide is depends on the individual.
yes, you are absolutely right and i chose a hard enough method to ctb. a lot of people just want to leave this fucking world without any pain or anything but it's really hard and i just tried in this thread to explain to people who are on this forum why i'm not afraid of ctb and i want to to help people who have registered on this forum at least somehow emotionally, because it is really difficult to leave this world without resorting to painful methods
 
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Crono

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Jun 1, 2023
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in this thread I express my opinion and I'm not trying to hurt anyone's feelings, but if you have questions, you can ask me either in private messages or here. Thanks to everyone who reads this thread



I want to say that you would not be afraid of ctb. and I will now explain my point of view why I am not afraid of this and help you calm down before your attempt at ctb. You can write in this thread why you are afraid of ctb and I will try to help you. you can also write to me in a personal while it is possible. because I will soon leave this life.
also, if you are not sure what you want to do, I can also help you and guide you on the right path in life. After all, in fact, all problems are solvable, you just have to be confident in yourself. And you will definitely succeed. If you are not sure whether you should go to the doctor, then I can say that you should definitely try to go to him, so as not to blame yourself later.
sometimes in this life there are good moments in everything you need to look for the positive. honestly when i did my ctb attempt for the first time and when i was already on the rails i was positive because i knew it would all be over soon you just have to be on a positive note in any situation.

in general what i want to say is you should stop worrying before trying ctb because you should know that everything that is not done is done for the better. Rejoice that you will finally find peace and after a successful ctb you will not have any negative emotions. if you believe that after death there is nothing and you do not want to be reborn, so it will be. If you believe in better worlds or in the theory of rebirth, then you will be reborn in a better world. Just believe it. I know that this world is cruel and not fair, but be that as it may, you yourself must set yourself up for the fact that death is something cool and you will eagerly want to leave here.
Before ctb, try drinking alcohol or sedatives and try to overcome your self-preservation instinct. I would say you can always overcome your instinct, you just need to drink alcohol and everything will be fine. The main thing is to find the method that you will like and will not worry you too much.
Before ctb, try drinking alcohol or sedatives and try to overcome your self-preservation instinct. I would say you can always overcome your instinct, you just need to drink alcohol and everything will be fine. The main thing is to find the method that you will like and will not worry you much and set yourself up for the fact that after ctb you will only get better.
Believe me, nothing will happen if you do ctb, I experienced an out-of-body experience and saw my own body on the bed and I can say that there is no feeling of fear or any kind of anxiety on the other side, everything seems more realistic and colorful. I would say the only feeling that I experienced at that moment was sincere joy and emptiness inside. Ie no sense of fear or anxiety. Be sure you will not go to any hell if you do ctb, because if you are mentally ill, you have depression or something like that, then you cannot control yourself sensibly, so from the point of view of even religion, I think it meant about those people who did it in their right mind.
if you yourself believe in God, think about why God sends you to hell, if you have already suffered here and hell has already been here for you. It doesn't make any sense. so try to set yourself up in a positive way and perceive death as a gift and not as a punishment.
Even if god exists, this idea of hell doesn't make any sense.If he exists, he caused me to be born with autism so it's my right to do ctb.I am not a slave of god.
 
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love_peep

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May 26, 2023
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Even if god exists, this idea of hell doesn't make any sense.If he exists, he caused me to be born with autism so it's my right to do ctb.I am not a slave of god.
Yes, if God exists, I don't think he is the way people describe him, because we don't even know anything about him and have no practical evidence that he exists. If you read the Bible, you might even think that he is somehow too evil and does not understand people. It makes no sense to send people to hell if you are suffering in this world and for you this world already seemed like hell.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

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Apr 17, 2023
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I don't see how your opinion is supposed to act as a comfort.
 
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love_peep

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May 26, 2023
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I don't see how your opinion is supposed to act as a comfort.
like i said this is purely my opinion and there are a lot of people who are afraid to do ctb so i wrote this thread and mentioned that if you need any help you can pm me. I'm sorry if this post somehow offended you but, there are people who are probably too religious and afraid of hell, or something else, so I tried to somehow console people so that they would decide whether they want ctb or not, if they are not sure about ctb then I I will try to dissuade them because cbt is the last measure in which a person loses everything in this life, but at the same time gains freedom
 
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3widentnie

3widentnie

Tired of trying
Apr 22, 2023
10
in this thread I express my opinion and I'm not trying to hurt anyone's feelings, but if you have questions, you can ask me either in private messages or here. Thanks to everyone who reads this thread



I want to say that you would not be afraid of ctb. and I will now explain my point of view why I am not afraid of this and help you calm down before your attempt at ctb. You can write in this thread why you are afraid of ctb and I will try to help you. you can also write to me in a personal while it is possible. because I will soon leave this life.
also, if you are not sure what you want to do, I can also help you and guide you on the right path in life. After all, in fact, all problems are solvable, you just have to be confident in yourself. And you will definitely succeed. If you are not sure whether you should go to the doctor, then I can say that you should definitely try to go to him, so as not to blame yourself later.
sometimes in this life there are good moments in everything you need to look for the positive. honestly when i did my ctb attempt for the first time and when i was already on the rails i was positive because i knew it would all be over soon you just have to be on a positive note in any situation.

in general what i want to say is you should stop worrying before trying ctb because you should know that everything that is not done is done for the better. Rejoice that you will finally find peace and after a successful ctb you will not have any negative emotions. if you believe that after death there is nothing and you do not want to be reborn, so it will be. If you believe in better worlds or in the theory of rebirth, then you will be reborn in a better world. Just believe it. I know that this world is cruel and not fair, but be that as it may, you yourself must set yourself up for the fact that death is something cool and you will eagerly want to leave here.
Before ctb, try drinking alcohol or sedatives and try to overcome your self-preservation instinct. I would say you can always overcome your instinct, you just need to drink alcohol and everything will be fine. The main thing is to find the method that you will like and will not worry you too much.
Before ctb, try drinking alcohol or sedatives and try to overcome your self-preservation instinct. I would say you can always overcome your instinct, you just need to drink alcohol and everything will be fine. The main thing is to find the method that you will like and will not worry you much and set yourself up for the fact that after ctb you will only get better.
Believe me, nothing will happen if you do ctb, I experienced an out-of-body experience and saw my own body on the bed and I can say that there is no feeling of fear or any kind of anxiety on the other side, everything seems more realistic and colorful. I would say the only feeling that I experienced at that moment was sincere joy and emptiness inside. Ie no sense of fear or anxiety. Be sure you will not go to any hell if you do ctb, because if you are mentally ill, you have depression or something like that, then you cannot control yourself sensibly, so from the point of view of even religion, I think it meant about those people who did it in their right mind.
if you yourself believe in God, think about why God sends you to hell, if you have already suffered here and hell has already been here for you. It doesn't make any sense. so try to set yourself up in a positive way and perceive death as a gift and not as a punishment.
I don't really know why I'm exactly scared of ctb. It's the thought of failing it, and having to deal with the consequences, as well as not exactly knowing how to proceed ctb, since I don't know any methods.
A few people told me ctb would only proof that I'm running away from my problems and that I'm not strong enough to face the reality. So what ? I'm tired of living for others, seriously.
Hope everyone will find their peace at one point:)
 
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love_peep

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May 26, 2023
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I don't really know why I'm exactly scared of ctb. It's the thought of failing it, and having to deal with the consequences, as well as not exactly knowing how to proceed ctb, since I don't know any methods.
A few people told me ctb would only proof that I'm running away from my problems and that I'm not strong enough to face the reality. So what ? I'm tired of living for others, seriously.
Hope everyone will find their peace at one point:)
you're afraid of ctb because you don't know what awaits you and plus the instinct of self-preservation works so you're afraid. To be honest, maybe I just have problems with my head and that's why I'm not afraid of death, but I'm waiting for it and acting so that this moment comes as soon as possible, if you need help with anything, you can write me a PM I want to help people before writing a farewell thread In a few days
 
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MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
226
This thread didnt help me and I disagree with some of your points. Especially when you said all problems are resolvable, thats not true.
 
love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
This thread didnt help me and I disagree with some of your points. Especially when you said all problems are resolvable, thats not true.
tell me about your problem in a little more detail and maybe we will find a way out of this situation
 
MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
226
tell me about your problem in a little more detail and maybe we will find a way out of this situation
Not interested in talking about it and typing it all here and explaining. I am a sane and smart person and I evaluated my situation long ago. Dont need help from anyone else. Thanks.
 
love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
Not interested in talking about it and typing it all here and explaining. I am a sane and smart person and I evaluated my situation long ago. Dont need help from anyone else. Thanks.
ok its your choise but thanks
 
3widentnie

3widentnie

Tired of trying
Apr 22, 2023
10
you're afraid of ctb because you don't know what awaits you and plus the instinct of self-preservation works so you're afraid. To be honest, maybe I just have problems with my head and that's why I'm not afraid of death, but I'm waiting for it and acting so that this moment comes as soon as possible, if you need help with anything, you can write me a PM I want to help people before writing a farewell thread In a few days
Thank you, I think I'll reach out to you.:)
The thought of death is quite relieving and I felt happy thinking about ctb but still.
 

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