Fuck the holidays I fucking hate them I'm so fucking lonely. I no longer want to ctb as i'm hopeful for a better future but I'm suffering so much rn. Can I just one person to talk to even if it's on this forum i'm so lonely i'm in tears as a full grown man.
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Yea it sucks. I hate how unfair life is. While some people are spending time with people they love others are battling every day just to get out of bed. And the holidays just highlights that inequality with the brightest fucking spotlight.
deadsparrow
need true peace
- Dec 22, 2025
- 3
现在我们陷入了那种尴尬的对视阶段，彼此凝视，痛苦地挣扎着。七年过去了，毫无结果。痛苦没有让我走上自杀或精神崩溃的道路，也没有减轻或消退。剩下的只有彼此凝视，祈祷着有一天对方会崩溃，或者有一天这具空壳会终结。
dead dav
Specialist
- Feb 27, 2025
- 331
