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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
786
I think some users still have veterinary N they got from D before he was arrested. Others are lying or trying to scam you.
What's N? Do you mean SN?
Nembutal, it was a brand named for pentobarbital back in the 50's or something. I don't know why everyone still refers to it as that. Probably because of Nitschke's Peaceful Pill Handbook.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,717
There was an old user, nozomu, who I'm aware had N. They've left the site though. I was quite saddened by it, their diary thread was one of the few I kept up with, but apparently they left to focus on recovery, so I suppose it's for the best and I wish them well despite missing them.

Anyway, some others might have it? Best I can think of is people acquiring it in Latin America, since it's still actively traded in some countries in that area (can't recall which off the top of my head, sry) for some veterinarian useage (guessing as a tranquiliser or something, considering what kind of drug it is). There were guides on how to get it and writeups of people who acquired it detailing how complicated it was, usually they'd have to go to multiple shops due to the shopkeeps catching onto why these random tourists were showing up and buying their N.

Damn Nitschke. Promoting some controlled drug that literally no one uses anymore as the be-all end-all. At least SN used to be relatively easy to acquire rather than being a prescription-only medication in its heyday, before being replaced entirely by other drugs (N and other barbiturates have been entirely replaced by benzodiazepines at this point).
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
786
Damn Nitschke. Promoting some controlled drug that literally no one uses anymore as the be-all end-all.
Nitschke began promoting the right to die in the 90's. It was fairly easy to acquire N in Mexico and South America back then. His book was first published in 2007 and has been updated multiple times since.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,717
Nitschke began promoting the right to die in the 90's. It was fairly easy to acquire N in Mexico and South America back then. His book was first published in 2007 and has been updated multiple times since.
First of all, he's still promoting it, even now that it's near impossible to get. Second of all, what good is hyping up a drug that you need to travel to a different continent to get?
EXIT should have stuck to the exit bag imo.
 
justanotherloser

justanotherloser

That girl
Apr 17, 2023
37
Scam the weak to become the mighty. Earth 2025, but long before now. Anyone trying to help is "breaking the law". If there are no more weak, the strong would have to be legit instead of cons. To hard, boo hoo. Pay $85 usd for a book that promises to end it, but its all empty promises ofc. Nothing real. Find SN online and order it. They take your money ofc! Then call to say you must use a company card or they won't ship. But they keep the fucking money ofc! But hey, try this other thing its sure to work... the next thing costs even more. And they laugh at us all the way to the bank.
 

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