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atlanticus0_0

Member
Oct 3, 2025
77
so like for example, the fact that things r made of atoms and not of something else. fundamental facts abt the world like that.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,766
Are you saying you find materialism emotionally unsatisfying and would prefer something supernatural be an empirical reality?
 
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HangMan123

Student
Nov 13, 2025
197
Only when I'm taking exams
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,056
I certainly hate this world, it's just the most horrific, dreadful place where there is endless amounts of pain and suffering, all I want is to be gone from it, I just wish for permanent peace from this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence is always an abomination to me, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just hope and wish for the peace of non-existence.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
198
No, I don't hate the world. I'm simply not compatible with it.

As for its chemical makeup, atoms, etc... It's never crossed my mind as it's largely irrelevant to what I'm experiencing and the reasons for my CTBing.
 
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Oreki

Oreki

Member
Nov 25, 2025
77
No, I don't hate the world. I'm simply not compatible with it.

As for its chemical makeup, atoms, etc... It's never crossed my mind as it's largely irrelevant to what I'm experiencing and the reasons for my CTBing
I hate sharing the world with monsters. I hate nature, at least in part
No, I don't hate the world. I'm simply not compatible with it.

As for its chemical makeup, atoms, etc... It's never crossed my mind as it's largely irrelevant to what I'm experiencing and the reasons for my CTBing.
And this
 
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WakingNightmare

WakingNightmare

Student
May 1, 2025
145
Yea atoms kind of cringe not gonna lie
 
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Wishingforadream

Wishingforadream

Shine Bright
Sep 28, 2025
39
Yes. I hate the world for its cruelty. But never has a fundamental concept like atoms or materialism influenced my decision to ctb. Of course I would have liked to experience something supernatural but it's irrelevant to my view on the world.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
508
I hate the fact that the universe even exists.
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
787
Yes, the way it's designed is completely brutal and unfair. It makes no sense and drives souls to despair and insanity. We must break the cycle by not bringing any more souls into this dump.
 
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dearlydeparted44

Experienced
May 21, 2025
275
I hate how human life works. I hate the fact that humans think there is something right about paying to exist. I hate the many hypocritical things about the human world. How they build all of these false sanctities around life, just to turn around and shit on every one of them. I hate a lot of human values. I hate that good things must be 'earned' while misfortune and hardship seem to be the default. I loathe the human concept of love. Love, to many, is just a marketing strategy and business tactic rather than a deeply held value. I hate how life is viewed as this 'sacred' event that should be cherished. Yet, it abuses almost all of its own creation. Well, not life itself, I guess. However, nature and human behavior are literally what animates life. So, yeah... I hate how life, itself, is abusive and indifferent. Yet, seems to seek to always be affirmed in some way. I hate the creator of all of this with a burning passion.

And, yes, I hate the metaphysics as well. How everything is just born to die. How nothing lasts in this life except rot and decay. I hate that the body, sooner or later, betrays the soul inside of it. I'm fascinated by the foundations of physical life, yet also appalled by some of it.

In all, yes, I hate life and this world. The planet would be better off without it.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,568
I think many things about this world are hugely immoral. For sentient creatures to have to kill and eat other sentient creatures to survive is diabolical. A bit like the trolley problem. It seems to me like a game invented by a sadistic psychopath.

But yeah- the combination really of a biological body that degrades and dies whilst experiencing pain, combined with a sentient creature that can suffer immensely and mourn death is also another unhappy combination.

There are of course beautuful things in this world to but, there's a troubling undercurrent of cruelty written into the blueprint- I believe.
 
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WakingNightmare

Student
May 1, 2025
145
I think many things about this world are hugely immoral. For sentient creatures to have to kill and eat other sentient creatures to survive is diabolical. A bit like the trolley problem. It seems to me like a game invented by a sadistic psychopath.

But yeah- the combination really of a biological body that degrades and dies whilst experiencing pain, combined with a sentient creature that can suffer immensely and mourn death is also another unhappy combination.

There are of course beautuful things in this world to but, there's a troubling undercurrent of cruelty written into the blueprint- I believe.
Some people believe souls are trapped here being reincarnated and harvested for their suffering.
If that's the case and humans are exploiting and consuming animals and each other I can see this place being setup by an evil psychopath
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
160
i hate this world bc it has pathogens.
 
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peewee

Experienced
Oct 16, 2025
269
the only thing i hate is most of the humans. the world istelf and animals etc are amazing. people are the reason i will ctb. what people do. how people have made society. how people treat me like shit. i would love a scenario where theres no people, just me and have dogs and cats and horses
 
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collidedsigns

collidedsigns

Scholar of despair and anguish
Nov 22, 2025
44
I wouldn't say I completely hate this world. From an outside perspective of people who find happiness and comfort in family, friends, religion, community etc this world is wonderful. Knowing other people experience such joy makes me feel like maybe their is some good to Earth. However as someone who's experienced the worst of humanity I wouldn't have my own children for example. I wouldn't want to bring a person into a world with so much hate, discrimination and people with bad intentions but for the people who already are here and enjoy it I can't hate seeing other people happy. I just personally am not suited for Earth myself and there for don't feel its right for me to possibly cause someone else that pain by making them exist here. It's complicated as I personally think the world is an awful place yet other people see life as a blessing. so no I don't hate the world. I hate the fact I'm forced to be on this world.
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
171
not in the fundamental sense, no. but i absolutely DESPISE how humanity treats those like us who are suffering in this god forsaken planet. i'm done trying to fulfill everyone's greedy and selfish needs.
 
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franklyUPSET1010

franklyUPSET1010

Gigi
Nov 24, 2025
14
I hate how human life works. I hate the fact that humans think there is something right about paying to exist. I hate the many hypocritical things about the human world. How they build all of these false sanctities around life, just to turn around and shit on every one of them. I hate a lot of human values. I hate that good things must be 'earned' while misfortune and hardship seem to be the default. I loathe the human concept of love. Love, to many, is just a marketing strategy and business tactic rather than a deeply held value. I hate how life is viewed as this 'sacred' event that should be cherished. Yet, it abuses almost all of its own creation. Well, not life itself, I guess. However, nature and human behavior are literally what animates life. So, yeah... I hate how life, itself, is abusive and indifferent. Yet, seems to seek to always be affirmed in some way. I hate the creator of all of this with a burning passion.

And, yes, I hate the metaphysics as well. How everything is just born to die. How nothing lasts in this life except rot and decay. I hate that the body, sooner or later, betrays the soul inside of it. I'm fascinated by the foundations of physical life, yet also appalled by some of it.

In all, yes, I hate life and this world. The planet would be better off without it.

I never had someone truly express it so perfectly WHY I dread this world with a burning passion.

We were NOT made to live for us or ourselves, but to be used since the very day we were born without using the things we chase for and everything had a transactional means to survival and to fulfilling happiness or virtue, since the day we were robbed of security from what should be a safe childhood and were made to endure all types of experiences with being exposed by people or being born to monsters or to givers who are very rare for those without that, yet most become placed in this category from schools, churchs, or kids or adults after they are no longer 5.

What a truly messed up system to have to deal with these things and have to loose the ability to dream, even if the imaginary magical world doesn't exists.

People don't seldomly work with each other and their gifts, and it's already a curse to have a body that rots and not keep it forever and deal with agony within your own confines that you never asked for or never wanted, aside from those who are narcissistic and abuse any situation to their advantage after they're 20s with the most privilege and power. 🙄
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,110
I dont hate the world just the decisions and people in power. But ik theres good people just a few.

Just other people think is ok to play or step on people for amusement , taking advantage or proyecting their own feeling (negative) onto others.
 
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beyond.space

beyond.space

"an elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art"
Oct 30, 2025
47
i hate nature. everything that represents life beyond molecular state has been a terrible mistake in evolution. nature thrives by devouring itself continuously, breeding endless suffering. anything that lives and has a nervous system can feel pain but has no choice than to reproduce and murder other beings just for food, just to continue the cycle. insects to that, animals do that, we do that (there are some herbivore species, but life here can't unfortunately sustain itself only with them, as there are too many carnivore species and the whole ecosystem would die by their absence - not that it would be a bad thing). so yeah, im a vegan and an antinatalist and if i had a button, i would nuke the whole planet just to end this miserable atrocious cycle.
 
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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
236
Yes because nothing make sense, imagine coming here and you have to chalk up all this trauma, abuse, and the worst part is we don't know if we chose to come here or why we're here in the first place.
 
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Andarna

Andarna

Back To The Sky
Sep 14, 2025
78
Naaaah... the world is fine, it's just consciousness that's problematic.
 
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NutOrat

Falling Down
Jun 11, 2025
307
i hate nature. everything that represents life beyond molecular state has been a terrible mistake in evolution. nature thrives by devouring itself continuously, breeding endless suffering. anything that lives and has a nervous system can feel pain but has no choice than to reproduce and murder other beings just for food, just to continue the cycle. insects to that, animals do that, we do that (there are some herbivore species, but life here can't unfortunately sustain itself only with them, as there are too many carnivore species and the whole ecosystem would die by their absence - not that it would be a bad thing). so yeah, im a vegan and an antinatalist and if i had a button, i would nuke the whole planet just to end this miserable atrocious cycle.

Always glad to see more nature hate. I may not care so far as the molecular level, partially because I don't know what alternatives could be or what are the greater implications and consequences of our molecular structure is, but I sure can dogpile on nature any day of the week 24/7. To add to what @beyond.space said, I hate just the fundamentals of nature: survival of the fittest, natural selection, the existence of pathogens, genetic disorders, etc. The fact that creatures are just made to have some who possess desirable traits, and others who have undesirable ones, and we're made to choose and discriminate based on that. It's just cruel at its core. Yes, nature IS cruel, it's not "neutral", because I don't care if it didn't develop with human morality in mind, it's cruel and unfair and unjust, and frankly disgusting. Fuck nature, fuck sentient life. Biggest mistake of the universe.
 
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