Discussion Does anyone else plan on losing weight or improve their looks in other ways before ctb?

[Irisse]

I'm currently overweight at 200lbs with a BMI of 33. There are so many reasons why I need to lose weight, but for me the most important one is so that I need a lesser dose of SN and so that no one has a problem handling my body (as in pathologists and funeral managers). I also plan to improve my looks in other ways, take care of my hair, teeth and skin and maybe get into make up since I usually don't wear make up. I know there is most likely nothing after death but I wish to die while looking the best I can. Does anyone else relate?

 

[Grav]

I've been on a weight loss program and strangely even when I'm ready to pop off I still do the exercise and watch my diet. When I'm gone I plan on being cremated so maybe not being so fat they can use less fuel to burn me?

 

[unluckysadness]

I thought about it too. I'm 75kg male so it's OK with SN but I suppose that it's more effective if you're skinny

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

Nah , I'll end up losing all my weight once I get cremated.

 

[nool]

I don't plan on changing anything as I'll be gone before the month is over. I'll still continue basic hygene practices and all that, but that's it.

 

[Dejected 55]

Nope. Honestly, I'm debating whether it makes sense to shave and shower or not. On the one hand I'm thinking maybe do that on the final day just so I have one good clean day for myself to eat something I like, watch something I like, and then make my attempt. But otherwise, I see no point in putting intentional effort to better myself at this point.

I walk sometimes, but not for exercise... to pass the time or while waiting for food to cook.

 

[NellyGoes]

Ha I wish. My looks are long gone. The way my body has deteriorated over the past months is staggering. I take it as proof that it's ready to "go". And my distress and trauma has caused me to hurt my body (and hence looks) in so many more ways.
No sadly I won't be one of those pretty corpses. But that's okay, throw me in the ground and let me be.

I'm debating whether it makes sense to shave and shower or not.

I will say that I did and am making those final efforts. Shaving and also showering on my final day. I don't wanna be a more "gross" corpse than I already have to be…

 

[Tord]

I've been losing weight and trimming my hair every once in a while alongside basic hygiene practices since those are things I just got to do, not specifically because I'll go kill myself soon.... but you made me think. I think the day I ctb will start and be like any other so I don't see the point for myself to prepare anything high effort for the few hours I'll lie dead on the ground on or for the people that are going to have to return me where I belong in a black bag.

Maybe I'll do my hair and at least die in proper clothes for my ctb, but also kind of not really because I'd be too dead to care about things like looking good anyway.

I hope the guy that has to clean up after the method I'll use gets a raise!!!!