Does anyone else , feel nothing means anything anymore

[Surai]

I am nothing, nothing so why should i be anything. All this effort and for what, to die a painful death thinking it was worth it in any way. am nothing so why shouldnt i be anything. Why should I try to be anything, there is nothing to this and you know it. My animals force my body to wake. But Im dead. I look dead and feel dead. Im dying and there is no more deserving end.

Nothing means anything anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me always feels so futile, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, I'll always see existing as just waiting to die as after all, eventually all will be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and to never suffer ever again is all I personally hope for. I just wish to be permanently unconscious of this torturous, futile existence that was completely unnecessary that never should had been imposed at all, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

Yes, I feel this exact same way.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

nothing could ever mean anything.

nothing matters.

except me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap