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SUlClDE

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Jan 29, 2026
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I get very suicidal during autumn and it slowly goes away until late summer.
A pattern i've noticed over a few years.
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
276
My most miserable season tends to be the winter. Cold temperatures slow my body and brain down, which leads to lethargy.
 
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TANETS

TANETS

Silly girl w a Viktor tsoi obsession .
Nov 11, 2024
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I noticed that im always more active on this website during the beginning of a new year.
 
BlueberryDeer

BlueberryDeer

Lottery or Suicide, whatever comes first
Nov 20, 2025
82
January to march are my peak season of suicidal ideation. I have the internal joke that April 2 is my ideal date for dying, but I procrastinate so much that I even procrastinate my suicide.
 
Cyc

Cyc

It's my fight and I choose to surrender.
Jan 22, 2026
155
I get most suicidal in summer strangely enough. I think it's because the heat makes my migraines worse
 

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