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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
I have bad days where I have to stop myself from hurting myself or run and hide, but for as long as I can remember almost every day is bad. Is it that some days are bad days or is everyday a bad day?
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,813
Getting through any day is just a pointless endurance test to me.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies. Forever 22.
Apr 25, 2023
1,084
It is always the case that each day has been worse for me than the one before it. Badness is the normal for me .
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
986
Every day I wake up is a bad day.
 
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bipbapbop

Experienced
Mar 7, 2024
276
I feel exactly the same every single day. At most I get more sad at night sometimes.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
863
I have worse days, but every day is a bad day.
 
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hopeless08

Arcanist
Dec 8, 2023
492
I have bad days where I have to stop myself from hurting myself or run and hide, but for as long as I can remember almost every day is bad. Is it that some days are bad days or is everyday a bad day?
For me everyday is bad, some days worse than other but I've reached a point where it's normal to me but the worst part of the days are the mornings when you wake up,
that's pure torture
 
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thenamingofcats

annihilation anxiety
Apr 19, 2024
482
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sickgirlzis

sickgirlzis

the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
58
for about 2 years now, it's normal for every day to be bad. I have maybe 1-3 good days per month at this point. but i know in general every day isn't actually bad, life has just been extra shitty for years now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,703
Human existence is just meaningless suffering, no matter what it'll always be bad, it could never not be bad. There's no value in this futile and torturous burden of existing as a human, under no circumstances would I ever wish for something so undesirable as existence.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
Everyday is a bad day for me and always will be until I'm dead
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,294
I've reached the point of melancholic depression so every day is pretty bad. A "good day" is when I can go more than 3 hours without crying over the fact I'm still breathing.
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
549
Depression is a constant, but some days I just feel so so SO down I can't literally move from my bed... Well, damn ...
 
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calebzz1

calebzz1

Member
Jan 6, 2024
82
Honestly with my visual issue everyday seems the same.
 
EmptyHeaded

EmptyHeaded

Experienced
Jan 24, 2024
229
I don't think I have bad days. No good days either, but also no bad ones.
 
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Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
226
There comes a point in mental degradation where there aren't good days or bad days anymore. Just numb, grey days. The only good days I have are days where I wake up and productively plan my CTB. That's the only good, productive thing I have left.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,385
Most of my good days nowadays are simply neutral days that had good news or announcements in them for things I'm excited about.

Bad days can be especially bad for me though.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,363
Everyday is bad, and it only gets worse.
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,330
i don't have good days, and i don't have bad days either, all my days are just mid
 
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diviosd

diviosd

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
294
I have days that are worse than others
 
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moshimoshi

Apr 6, 2024
743
Bad days have definitely become just normal days for me, for a long time everyday has been a fight to survive or not have a horrible breakdown and harm myself
 
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AnAnonymousCrow

Member
Apr 19, 2024
40
Every day is just a battle to overcome the awful feelings, and the process of "getting better" is just a journey into the maw of tomorrow's problems. The days have just broken down into tedious and redundant interactions. It sucks.
 
untothedepths

untothedepths

death wont return my calls
Mar 20, 2023
642
I am in a hole I can't get out of, but can go deep in.
 
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
795
Eh, my days are just the same really.
 
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DeathOfKane

DeathOfKane

Member
Apr 5, 2024
66
bad is normal. I don't have bad days I have worse days. Where the bad is worse than the usual which is extremely common so at this point maybe the worse is the normal. I actually find that once in a while ill have a not so bad day and its cute until I remember that its just that one day and not my actual reality. Feels like a tease of what I cant ever consistently have.
 
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hadenough58

Looking for Understanding
Mar 7, 2024
128
I started today thinking "Today is going to be good day 😃" it is not even 10:30 and all that has evaporated and I as 😔 as I can remember ever being?
These are the times I wished I was more prepared and could just ctb and be done with it?
Which leaves me the question should I now prepare so as I have the option or would it just make me rush into it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,845
I still have days better days and bad and worse days - it's a mix of everything at a very low level.
 
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confusion

confusion

Member
Apr 26, 2024
13
I have okay days sometimes, but pretty much every day other than that is horrible and I normally can't wait for it to end.