I was denied the right to know my father, due to my mom's lies & her overall being a whore. I don't hate him, as I can't really have much of an opinion of him other than a few phone calls from him & my aunts. Though - I do abso-fucking-lutely hate my mother with a burning passion. She's a lying, cheating, narcissistic, thieving whore. I could go on & on about reasons why, but I would be here all day. I hate her. She is the reason I have no education passed 8th grade. She is the reason I thought I was a product of rape, & reminded me of that made up fact (found out later it was a lie). She is the reason I have 0 education opportunities, the reason I am in debt - the reason for everything. I hate her. I don't wish death on her, that's too peaceful - I hope she lives a long & awful life. Soon I will cause a divorce with the information I have - either before I am dead or I will leave the information in a note. I wish her only suffering, as she has done to me.