Yes. Just like you've said, I hate it more than myself. People are cruel, stupid, self-centered, awful creatures.
Just look what we did to the planet and to each other. We are toxic and full of shit, yet we "rule the world".
I'm at a point where I see everything we do as a bunch of bullshit.
Work is a bunch of bullshit, paying taxes is actually hilarious, constantly buying, producing, buying, producing, buying, producing - this makes me want to vomit.
All the animal cruelty, children cruelty, wars and hating each other for no reason... Blah.
Not to mention how men and women are turned against each other. I fucking hate how men talk about women and vica versa.
I truly believe most of us here are only suicidal because of this awful place we live in.
Fuck money, fuck money from the bottom of my heart. I fucking hate money.
We are supposed to be living in loving, caring, big families, grow our own veggies and fruits, TAKE A BUNCH OF NAPS (yes, it is actually normal and we are definitely NOT meant to be working our asses off in 12 hours shifts), make music, dance by the fire, swim in the lake, nurture and care for each other and protect each other.
I am sorry if nothing I say makes sense. I am just so tired - I long for a life I've never experienced before.
But what the hell we do instead?
Just look how people are brainwashed to buy and buy and buy and be perfect and wear nice clothes and buy cars and take expensive vacations. It's so fucking useless.
I truly feel sick from this humanity. And it seems like everyone is just okay with it. We don't do anything to change. We are okay with measuring a person's worth by how much she/he works, and how much money she/he has. If you dare to be different, you are a lazy piece of shit because "yOu dOnT WoRk aT yOUr AgE I WaS alREaDy a MillIONaiRe ShAme oN yOu"
sorry. I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore