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SaulGoodmanxX

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My overwhelming fear of death, and my constant suicidal thoughts are always clashing with one another. Recently I've delved in subreddits that talk about the idea of an after life, even though they are definitely anti-suicide. I guess im just looking for people who may be in the same kind of mindset i am, and see your views. :)
 
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mysticatedwine

mysticatedwine

rotting autistic sun
Mar 4, 2025
167
i don't believe in an afterwhile at all. i believe all of my emotions and cognitive abilities are circuits my brain, and that they will stop working when my body ceases to live. my pain too would then disappear, that is why i believe that commiting suicide is the only end to my suffering
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,879
I will never believe in an afterlife nor reincarnation ever

I will always be certain that 1 micro second after my brain dies it will be Non-existence forever after that brain Death for me
Eternal Non-existence is the ultimate perfection to me

I only exist in a story the brain creates

the brain is a biological computer

brain cell connect into to patterns

it's these patterns of the connections that create a model of a self , a model of the world, and model of consciousness

there is no self only brain cells and their connections which create a simulation like a computer creates a first person shooter vr game

 
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Zerengin96

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Jun 14, 2022
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I dont believe in an afterlife based on any religion, but we dont really know what conscioussness is.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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After reading thousands of NDE's on the internet in the past 10 years I strongly believe in an afterlife. Until few years ago I used to believe that suicides were going to hell thanks to my religion, but not any more. No loving God would send his tormented children (us humans) to an ever greater and eternal suffering. That's just too cruel, and I refuse to believe that the universe is so cruel.
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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Yes, as to/for me at least there is much more than we could ever realize. It is like the question: does the universe have an end to it?"

We ALL are part of something much, much bigger than we could ever think about.

This life is part of a journey, and I truly believe that we have so much more to experience.

Walter
 
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Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
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I don't believe in an afterlife.

I believe the lights will simply go out and I'll cease to exist.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
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I think that the chances that some consciousness will be able to function with my memories after my physical brain dies are miserably low (smaller than dying from meteorite). If some future consciousness can't operate on my memories, then it's simply not me (even if that consciousness is produced by my own brain). My personality may cease to exist before death in two ways: as a result of some event that causes complete amnesia or as a result of losing consciousness without regaining it afterwards. I hope, it will be the last variant.
 
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Flubber

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I dont believe in an afterlife based on any religion, but we dont really know what conscioussness is.

Great point!

This concept has been the factor that's held me back from 'doing the worst' during the worst times. I've hoped there would be nothing - just an end to misery. Even as an atheist (religion freaks me da f*ck out).... [inserts The Omen theme tune! :devil:]. I still get a feeling there's more to this universe than we, as humans, could ever begin to comprehend. The probability of our existence just seems too coincidental to be purely random: it's almost though we have been placed here somehow, for some reason.

Whether there's "spooky action at a distance" or a universal quantum consciousness, or if we're maybe part of a computer simulation, or the creation of a divine God: nobody truly knows.

I just fear that escaping the system by one's own choice could result in serious consequences later on (as crazy as this may sound!?). Maybe I'm bordering on psychotic or this is just my survival instinct kicking in - or maybe I just haven't been desperate enough to CTB yet?
 
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Cowboy_Kid

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Jeremy spoke in class today
Feb 18, 2023
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I'm a Christian and I believe I'm going to hell...I just pray the flames aren't too hot...
 
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nyotei_

nyotei_

poison tree
Oct 16, 2025
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I would really rather not go this far and put in this much effort just to continue to exist anyways.
 
Grimlock

Grimlock

I am a coward
Aug 7, 2025
58
I do not believe in an afterlife. I find more comfort in the idea of death being final.
 
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L1feless

L1feless

caffeine addict
Jul 25, 2025
16
i hope that there isn't an afterlife
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,573
No, I believe death to be non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake ever again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just wish to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence, to me existence will always be an abomination.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
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I dont believe in afterlife. I think after death there is just nothingness.
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
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Nope.

I understand how appealing the idea is, especially for us here considering the suffering we went through, it's only natural to wish for some compensation, but I don't think there is any legitimate evidence for afterlife.
 
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ImTryingToSmile

ImTryingToSmile

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Oct 21, 2025
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Well I do think that it is possible but I hope it's not… And if there is some afterlife I hope its better than this life but if its not then I hope that ill be able to quit the afterlife too
Well I do think that it is possible but I hope it's not… And if there is some afterlife I hope its better than this life but if its not then I hope that ill be able to quit the afterlife too
 
hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
233
I generally feel to kill yourself is choosing a future as compost
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
132
I believe it's 50/50. But I'm ok with accepting both outcomes. But if I would end up in another life that is similar or identical to this one, lets just say I wouldn't like it.
 
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ABadPerson

ABadPerson

something's off
Oct 24, 2025
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I see no reason to believe there is or isn't, just don't believe if there was that it'll be anything like how the countless different religions throughout history described theirs.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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I believe there are other dimensions
 
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Terrible_Life_99

Experienced
Jul 3, 2025
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My overwhelming fear of death, and my constant suicidal thoughts are always clashing with one another. Recently I've delved in subreddits that talk about the idea of an after life, even though they are definitely anti-suicide. I guess im just looking for people who may be in the same kind of mindset i am, and see your views. :)
I hope not. I hope once I hanged myself and got unconscious everything ends forever. I hated it here on earth I hate every aspect of the human existence. I never enjoyed it instead I tortured myself 26 years long.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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After reading thousands of NDE's on the internet in the past 10 years I strongly believe in an afterlife. Until few years ago I used to believe that suicides were going to hell thanks to my religion, but not any more. No loving God would send his tormented children (us humans) to an ever greater and eternal suffering. That's just too cruel, and I refuse to believe that the universe is so cruel.
Currently I'm torn. Yes, that would seem too cruel. But things happen to innocent people in this world that are extraordinary cruel. Why that? It doesn't make sense to me. I've made mistakes and can accept my suffering, but why the innocent?
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Warlock
Jul 9, 2025
752
I believe in afterlife and in reincarnation but I don't want to reincarnate. One thing is sure : we'll see what happens sooner or later
 
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gomer1978

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Oct 23, 2025
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My overwhelming fear of death, and my constant suicidal thoughts are always clashing with one another. Recently I've delved in subreddits that talk about the idea of an after life, even though they are definitely anti-suicide. I guess im just looking for people who may be in the same kind of mindset i am, and see your views. :)
Death is just a reversion back to the state of not existing, just like the billions of years before we were born.
 
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DarkJason

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Oct 24, 2025
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Not really. It's probably just nothingness after we kick the bucket.
 
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Beholder

Beholder

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Sep 21, 2025
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Our personality and character, who we truly are depends on our brain. We can observe total change of character in people with brain injuries or people who age. So even if we have a soul, that soul isn't who we are. If it exists, the soul is like a mechanical part that gives us life. Like electricity giving life to a computer. So, I don't believe in any kind of afterlife as described in religions.

As far as I know, the Big Crunch theory isn't possible according to the latest data but still our universe loves its cycles. What if we are inside a cycle like Big Crunch? What if we are living the exact same life again and again? I am afraid of reliving my life. I'm not doing better than before but at least I'm tougher now. And if I'm going to live again, I'm also afraid of repeating my life without having a single truly valuable moment to relive.
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
31
no, and i think that's lovely.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
326
I'm a Christian and I believe I'm going to hell...I just pray the flames aren't too hot...
oh please with all the brilliant minds believed to be down there, Im pretty sure "hell" has air conditioning by now
 
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