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LikeAPendulum

LikeAPendulum

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Aug 25, 2022
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I do.

The way I see it, I'm the hellspawn of two demons who bickered,schemed, and fought each other for a good 4 years before ending it with a divorce, but not dragging me through it before it ended.

It's a surreal experience when you hear the things they say, or do the things they do, and they change faces so quickly as they shift from the workspace to home. Do they feel shame, or regret, if they heard what they said, or see the things they did?

I wish I was miscarriaged with my older sibling. I'd be content with dying right now cause this is an interesting life well lived.
 
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Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
510
I came from dysfunctional people too. I only grew up with my mother though. It was very scary.
 
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Sleepdrifter

Student
Jun 22, 2020
151
Yeh exactly. They were both crazy arrogant people with very little capability to take responsibility. It was like living with children in adult bodies.
 

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