Discussion Do you dream/ Tell me a dream you had/ Do you have dreams of suicide

[Emerita]

I know not everyone remembers dreams when they wake up are you someone who doesn't remember dreams? If you do recall dreams tell me a dream you had recently, or if you don't want to answer that do you ever have dreams of suicide? If you'd like to share, feel free to do so here. Be as detailed as you want.

You can stop reading here If you just want to answer the question

I just woke up from a nap and had this dream. It's about suicide.
I was sitting on a couch in the middle of a stage with my brother and mother beside me, facing an audience. Suddenly, my brother shot himself in the head, catching me completely off guard. My mother then pried the gun from his hand and did the same, but this time I heard two gunshots. The audience began to clap.

I grabbed the gun, and just as I was about to pull the trigger, something distracted me for a split second it was the warmth of their blood soaking into the couch, which I felt on my thigh. I looked at them, my brother and mother sat up.

I felt someone rip the gun out of my hand, but I didn't see who it was. I was shocked that they were alive. My mother complained about having a headache, and I was in terror because the gunshots hadn't killed them. I stood up, facing them and stumbling backward in confusion. When I turned around, the audience was gone, though their chairs remained.

I looked back at my family, but behind the couch, the audience stood. Freaked out, I slowly turned my head and noticed blood covering my right side. My family was on my left, so there shouldn't have been blood on my right unless I had shot myself. I continued to turn my head to look behind me, and the audience was back in their seats, loud like a school of children.

I sat back on the couch. The gun in my hand, I found myself in the same position as before, just before I had been distracted by the warmth on my thigh. Then it was black.
Whats your experience with dreams?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sometimes I dream things but I rarely remember what I actually dreamed. It's never sth that I would consider "bad/terrible/nightmare".

 

[Apathy79]

Wow. That one is a doozy. What do you think your subconscious was trying to tell you there? There's a bit to unpack.

I usually forget my dreams immediately upon waking, regrettably. One I recall recently I was building something really important to me. And the whole dream was centered around it. It was all I cared about. As it went on, family and friends started helping, and eventually this thing got built. I was ecstatic. So I went to show the people I respected most in the world what I had done. And they were polite about it, like they were trying to spare my feelings, but clearly not impressed. They were waiting for me to realise it myself without having to tell me. I left depressed and went back to friends and family. And we started laughing about it. And tore it down. Destroyed it entirely. Everything we'd worked for for so long. And decided to start again. Then I woke up.

 

[MatiSendiri]

I never remember what I dream, but I still keep vivid memories of it. As about suicide, I never really dreamed about one, or at least the one I can remember of. But I do get some sort of indirect suicide where I directly kill myself, such as me pushing my clone to death.

 

[darksouls]

in my dreams I mostly kill other people
preferably my mother

 

[ChrisFromEarth]

I had my first suicide dream. I was not suicidal being awake.
In the dream I ingested SN I think. I threw up some organs, very disgusting and thought I would die now but didn't.
Then I woke up totally shocked.
I had ordered SN a while ago but do not intend to ctb.
What does this mean?

 

[Imeavie]

My dreams are usually whatever wound is the freshest. Repeating variations of past mistakes, redemption that I'll never have during the day, or hearing people I love telling me how much they despise me, and how it's my fault.
I have these dreams every single night with few exceptions since my early teenage years.

Other times I have weird stories like being part of a post apocalyptic town of survivors. We carry a disease that could wipe out whatever is left of the wordl. I found a small experimental nuclear device while scavenging and we decided as a whole to kill ourselves with it to prevent the disease from getting out. Since I found it they voted for me to carry the burden. I had a lot of hesitation but eventually did it with us all gathered together in an old aircraft hangar.
It didn't explode but instead hit the entire town with enough radiation to ensure a slow death over the next week.

I also had one with old western law enforcement paying underground vampires to run a super prison with George Washington as a super predator that feeds on any vampires that go too deep below.

Those weird ones are rare though.

 

[just a bird]

I dream of dying quite regularly. Sometimes it's a plot point, sometimes it's how I wake up/escape. Regardless, I find the dreams themselves less interesting than the settings. It's why I'm so interested in miniature rooms, so if I get that far I can one day recreate the scenery from my dreams.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I had my first suicide dream. I was not suicidal being awake.
In the dream I ingested SN I think. I threw up some organs, very disgusting and thought I would die now but didn't.
Then I woke up totally shocked.
I had ordered SN a while ago but do not intend to ctb.
What does this mean?

maybe that too much time has been spend on the readings of SN
On my profile, I post about my dream of a thread I read here about Argon exit, someone replied to the thread after up to a few mins of waiting, saying "Try not to fall on the horn", and I was thinking what good advice that was, I woke, kept my eyes closed for a bit, then was slightly disappointed I didn't see a similar reply in that thread, coz it would have been an amazing coincidence (tho there was actually 1 reply there!)

 

[dead dav]

The most vivid dream I remember I was tired up with others naked as we sat there a hooded figure moved along the row slitting our throats it felt so real it woke me up in a sweat

 

[unexplainedExplorer]

i remember almost every dream i have. thankfully, very few directly unpleasant ones. they range from oddly compelling narratives to complete and utter nonsense. i wouldn't have it any other way.

 

[25dRvS9Ka]

I lost count of the times I killed myself in my dreams. At the moment of death, the brain can no longer create scenarios. Sometimes distorted creatures appear with torn apart faces.

 

[sayochan]

I once had a dream a girl with orange hair gave me a drink that would kill me. It was one of my most peaceful dreams ever… just waiting for everything to end. I know that's probably not realistic, and I'm trying to recover, but I do think about it every now and again

 

[isthisit?]

Now that I am thinking of it, every dream Ive had have ended with death. I rarely dream so I dont remember a lot but I remember these deaths:
1. Snake thrown at me (4x at least)
2. Falling off of a cliff (2x)
3. Shot it the face (1x)
4. Shooting myself in the face (2x)

dam

 

[divinemistress36]

Ive never had a suicide dream. My dreams are peaceful and full of adventures. The other night I was swimming with dolphins. Reality sucks

 

[alwaysalone]

Never suicide but I've dreamed I died multiple times. Sometimes my dreams come true in a way. I wish those ones did

 

[Ch4in3dcr0w]

Sometimes i had dreams of suicide even if i generally dont remember my dreams. I can for sure remember jumping and actually feeling it quite realistically but i never hitted the ground and couldnt force myself to wake up too so i was in this weird limbo state. I also remember dreaming about CTB with a gun but it was more like imagination i could easily pull the trigger and even imagined how my body would like and came back to another scenario i made where i could shoot myself.

 

[Grog]

Sometimes I don't remember my dreams. But when I do, it is always a dream about some sort of apocalyptic disaster or world-ending event, and everyone is trying to escape town; all the while, freaking out. A lot of the time, I see my point of view, and I'm in a huge crowd of people witnessing a catastrophically sized black tornado — like almost pitch black. Then I see lightning all around the tornado too. It doesn't look like any natural sort of tornado I've ever seen. Then I always see people trying to run into airports to get on an airplane, or gymnasiums for shelter. I'm never with my family during these dreams — I'm always by myself or with strangers. I'm always running because I'm always scared in these dreams; they feel real while I'm in them.

I think my dreams are trying to tell me that I am uncomfortable in my situation and that I desperately wish to escape it.
Recently, I did move out of my parents' house, so that is a huge plus.

 

[Pluto]

 

[damienlerone03]

Oh yeah I dream. I actually have a dream journal where I write about my dreams. I remember most if not all my dreams vividly due to me documenting my dreams for the past 3 years. My last dream was monday at 1:30 am (i woke up drenched in sweat it was a very horrifying yet hilarious dream)

Context: I had surgery for wisdom teeth on monday at 8 am and I knew I would be put under general anesthesia and I was doing lots of research on it and found out that there is fentanyl in general anesthesia. I'm sure everyone knows how lethal that is so it was quite a shocker but I wasn't scared or anything seeing how common it was to be used (general anesthesia that is, not fent).

The dream written word for word from what i wrote in my journal:

(pardon my grammar i woke up at 1:30 am and typed this furiously to make sure i didn't forget anything)

Highschool was in session, thats right im back in highschool. i studied and came home and lived a normal life. But i found out something. a school secret that only bad kids know. Underneath a bridge I pass over to get to school was the biggest school secret. All the cool kids and gangster kids went there. I assumed that it was just a good hidden spot to do drugs but I was SO wrong. If you went to check you were put as a target and beaten up so i never checked. Later i left to go back to school and as i was passing through i was talking to one of my friends who was kind but also a gangster because of course he might know and i asked him if he knew what was under the bridge. He stopped me right there and said shhhh. Then he whispered in my ear "Underneath the bridge.... lies Fent laced panties...." and then said "around this time i give the whole speech about the more you know the worse target you become so i can't tell you anything" so i continued on dumbfounded and later got stopped by some freshmen girl who wanted to thank me for helping them get the eraser from the floor a couple days before and i was like dude its fine it's just an eraser. then another one of her showed up and another and suddenly i was sitting next to 10 identical collides of this girl. she told me she had a lot of twins and then when she was born she was 100 feet due to how many twins she had.

poor mom i cant even imagine the birth. probably dreamt this cuz i have surgery in 6 hours.