Do you agree the worst painful way to die is not getting any attention at the end?

[Wonhun]

bumped in to suicide hate post and saw that
kinda agree since sh aint hurt shit at all

 

[Lycoris]

I kind of want to be forgotten, one of the few things keeping me is knowing i'll inevitably give people close to me a reason to kill themselves too

 

[Wonhun]

I kind of want to be forgotten, one of the few things keeping me is knowing i'll inevitably give people close to me a reason to kill themselves too

well, idk maybe i also have that tendancy, but it kinda iin my least priority to worry about what do others thing
i mean it is less than ideal but not my main concern

 

[socksnsandles]

I kind of want to be forgotten, one of the few things keeping me is knowing i'll inevitably give people close to me a reason to kill themselves too

this. guilt is my number one and basically only reason at this point. but after 5 years im beginning to not care

 

[Wonhun]

this. guilt is my number one and basically only reason at this point. but after 5 years im beginning to not care

feel like guilt is an illusion since nobody really have any sense of moral if you think about it

 

[Lycoris]

this. guilt is my number one and basically only reason at this point. but after 5 years im beginning to not care

I relate to the guilt... it comes and goes for me so I try not to have it be my only reason to stay. Im running out of reasons to stay as well other than the fact that good things have happened to me even if they dont last and I always end up wondering if its worth the gamble to stay alive

 

[TheHolySword]

this. guilt is my number one and basically only reason at this point. but after 5 years im beginning to not care

same. guilt is the only reason Im alive. I don't want to put my parents through this

 

[socksnsandles]

feel like guilt is an illusion since nobody really have any sense of moral if you think about it

i think saying "nobody" seems exaggerative. but i havent lived your life, so i can understand why you may feel that way.

honestly jealous, because feeling like that probably must be very liberating. whats stopped you from ctb'ing already?

 

[Wonhun]

i think saying "nobody" seems exaggerative. but i havent lived your life, so i can understand why you may feel that way.

honestly jealous, because feeling like that probably must be very liberating. whats stopped you from ctb'ing already?

there is no stopping, tried many ways to increase my risk of death but it aint working
and only get ppl in trouble and mad at me since these act is kinda dragging other people down too in a way which they dont like
from what i seen ppl only feel bad when their benefit and right is removed, not really like from any moral standard like guilt or something, or it just make them look bad

there is no stopping, tried many ways to increase my risk of death but it aint working
and only get ppl in trouble and mad at me since these act is kinda dragging other people down too in a way which they dont like
from what i seen ppl only feel bad when their benefit and right is removed, not really like from any moral standard like guilt or something, or it just make them look bad

like do they care you die or the point you put them into dangerous situation too
i feel like it is more like later

 

[Jan1193]

I feel so numb really. The only thing it gets me anxiety to die alone and no one cares is my corpse rotten and contaminating all my mother's/brother's house. I really, really want to die and I even would like to dissapear completely and no one remember me if my body won't be a problem for everyone, but that's an utopia