Discussion Do yoi get sleepy after an attempt?

[StrawHat_Rapid]

I try to ctb every other day when i am home alone with the night night method but it always seems to fail like every time i try either my head and whole face blobs and plusses, expanding and hurts like crazy or nothing happens and i try like 10 to 15 times every time so in total i gave tried it like 50 or 60 times till now but i always fail and i can never find that so called "sweet spot" well i am probably gonna hang myself after a few tries which i was avoiding cause of the traumatizing face it leaves behind but i guess i have no other option if the night ngiht doesn't work

But that aside, after i give up trying for the day i always get sleepy like crazy. Like after that i have to sleep for 3 to 4 hours of i just cant operate. Does this happen to anyone else?

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

This is why I never bothered with stuff like that. I'm a simple guy, the more complicated the set up the less I want to do it. Unfortunately, shotgun blast to the fast is quite unattainable for me right now, so SN will probably have to do instead. Hanging will be my back up plan.

Why do you want your face to be preserved?

I think the stress of the whole thing affects you too bro. WHen I'm at my lowest and can't even try to attempt I sleep at like 10pm till noon. Trying so desperately to die but can't is a lot of weight on the mind

 

[StrawHat_Rapid]

This is why I never bothered with stuff like that. I'm a simple guy, the more complicated the set up the less I want to do it. Unfortunately, shotgun blast to the fast is quite unattainable for me right now, so SN will probably have to do instead. Hanging will be my back up plan.

Why do you want your face to be preserved?

I think the stress of the whole thing affects you too bro. WHen I'm at my lowest and can't even try to attempt I sleep at like 10pm till noon. Trying so desperately to die but can't is a lot of weight on the mind

Well i don't live alone, and my mom and sister will find the body in like 2 hours so i was hoping to not traumatize them for the rest of their lives and i cant really get stuff like SN cause it costs too much so my best option was night night but it seems it doesn't work sadly. Man i want to avoid hanging.

This is why I never bothered with stuff like that. I'm a simple guy, the more complicated the set up the less I want to do it. Unfortunately, shotgun blast to the fast is quite unattainable for me right now, so SN will probably have to do instead. Hanging will be my back up plan.

Why do you want your face to be preserved?

I think the stress of the whole thing affects you too bro. WHen I'm at my lowest and can't even try to attempt I sleep at like 10pm till noon. Trying so desperately to die but can't is a lot of weight on the mind

Im sorry for replying twice but you are right the frustration of not being able to die nor being able to live properly is not doing good for my already messed up state of mind. Another reason i am not directly going to hanging is i have tried it before and my pathetic ahh cant even do that. Right now I'm in a situation like ditch in the front, flaming pit in the back, landmines to the left and right, spikes that have already pierced me below me, and a nuke thats already targeted and lunched at me which could hit any time from above

Man i just want to die. Why is it so gard to live AND die

 

[shadows_and_silence]

i actually get sleepy before, it's very weird!
sometimes i prepare my materials to CTB, and i go schedule* my last goodbyes to be sent (*in case i fail and so no one calls for help) and i see my bed and I'm just like wow! i wanna sleep.

and then i do and my opportunity is gone..