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KatyushaHanging

KatyushaHanging

Katya
Feb 28, 2023
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After self-harming, I'm in this meladaptive state when I self-harm, I feel high almost? Like everything negative is just melting away for a few seconds before I do it again. It's a high better than any drug gives me. I love it. I like the chemical feelings, I like the blood, everything about it. And then i sink. I sink lower and lower & there's nothing that fucking helps. FUCK.
 
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Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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That sucks :( I'm sorry Hun ❤️
 
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Katya
Feb 28, 2023
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Thank you for your kind words, I really needed that <3
 

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