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halleyscomet

halleyscomet

halley
Mar 26, 2024
307
To all of those who have experienced panic attacks, does it effect your feelings about ctb?

Since panic attacks in a way, are caused by some kind of si - does it make you scared to ctb?

For me, I get panic attacks on a daily basis. It makes me scared to carry out my plan because if I fail or I don't take enough substances to calm me down - I'm afraid of the anxiety and the physical symptoms of it as it's fucking horrible and I don't want to deal with that in my last moments.
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,721
Panic attacks always get in the way of planning ctb
 
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bipbapbop

Experienced
Mar 7, 2024
276
I was just on the brink of CTB and had a panic attack that made me too scared to do anything. It's so unfortunate because i still want to CTB, just another hurdle to getting there.
 
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