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HereUntilApril

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Jan 26, 2025
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The reason why I ask this is because I sometimes get envious of celebrities such as successful content creators. I have been envious of IShowSpeed in the past because he's a year younger than I am, and he's basically reached the absolute top of the mountain. I'm not as envious of him as I used to be, but I remember watching videos of him in 2022-2023 and wishing it was me in his position. It got really bad when I saw him at WrestleMania 40 in 2024. I know that he's done some horrible things in the past, but I can't undermine the successes that he's had in such a short period of time. There are other celebrities I've had envy for, but IShowSpeed was one of the main ones I had envy for.
 
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amerie

an earthworm sprinkled with salt
Oct 6, 2024
862
Yess, it hurts especially if they're your age.

It just reminds me of the things I wasn't able to do, I went to a performing arts school and took dance classes as a kid but it just didn't work out and even after that failed I tried so hard to find work alone before I retired.

I might try again, I'm still young and you can easily lie about your age and background, but it's hard not to be jealous bc a lot of it is money, luck, and connections.
 
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Kanoh

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Dec 31, 2024
69
Don't really care. My dream life is in a small house in a village, with no immediate neighbours, that would make me fully content if it wasn't for my mental sickness that ultimately drives me to hopefully very near death.
 
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