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bobsacamano

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Feb 11, 2026
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Hello—

I've searched to see if this question has been asked and I humbly apologize if it has. It's hard to come up with a good query in doing the search (or maybe I'm just not good at this, adding to so many other deficiencies).

Is there thinking on suicide methods that don't or might not look like suicide? The only one that comes to mind is driving a car at a high rate of speed into an immovable object—which seems like a dodgy method (in terms of certainty and reliability).

The reason for wanting that type of method is just to spare my family of the stigma associated with suicide.

I apologize also if this is a stupid question.

I wish you all the best.
 
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Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,061
I think about crashing my motorcycle into oncoming traffic alot.
 
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Warum

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Feb 11, 2026
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I think about crashing my motorcycle into oncoming traffic alot.
I don't think that is a good idea. You could involve innocent families, children. Also the risk of surviving and ending up as vegetable would be off putting.
 
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bobsacamano

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Feb 11, 2026
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I think about crashing my motorcycle into oncoming traffic alot.
Yeah I get that. Thing is I don't want to hurt anyone else. Just myself.
I don't think that is a good idea. You could involve innocent families, children. Also the risk of surviving and ending up as vegetable would be off putting.
Yes I have the same concerns.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,061
I don't think that is a good idea. You could involve innocent families, children. Also the risk of surviving and ending up as vegetable would be off putting.
The vegetable part is what stops me. I honestly don't care about others anymore.
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
642
I plan on disguising my suicide too. My suicide will be via SN, but since SN suicides are unheard of in my country (no recorded cases as of 2026) I plan to put decoys on my body and make it look like I died of drug overdose to spare my parents of the sadness that their son has committed suicide. After drinking my SN i will throw the cup into the river. I plan on ctb in an abandoned riverside very early in the morning before sunrise. I already started behaving like a drug addict, simulating a change in my behavior, months in advance.

Forensic laboratories in my country are very under skilled and underequipped, it might just work.
 
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bobsacamano

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Feb 11, 2026
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I plan on disguising my suicide too. My suicide will be via SN, but since SN suicides are unheard of in my country (no recorded cases as of 2026) I plan to put decoys on my body and make it look like I died of drug overdose to spare my parents of the sadness that their son has committed suicide. After drinking my SN i will throw the cup into the river. I plan on ctb in an abandoned riverside very early in the morning before sunrise. I already started behaving like a drug addict, simulating a change in my behavior, months in advance.

Forensic laboratories in my country are very under skilled and underequipped, it might just work.
I'm wishing you the best for you whatever that might mean.
 
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