inaminute
Experienced
- Dec 12, 2023
- 215
Anyone ever thought about just disappearing as an alternative to suicide? I'm at a weird juxtaposition as to whether to liquidate everything I have and just flying somewhere random or simply dying
I'll basically be doing both. I'm a little worried because some former work colleagues have been contacting me lately. But they don't really "know" me. And I have no family or close friends and no girlfriend who gives a damn. So I should just be able to CTB, my body (hopefully) not be found for a year, and by then my hope is that I cannot be identified.
I'll be doing it in the woods somewhere very remote. But even if they do ID me after a year, who cares. It will be 2025, a year after I CTB. The fake "oh I'm so sorry" crap for my remaining family will happen. Then I'll be dead and long forgotten, and hopefully either eternally resting or living a much better life in a different world.
I'll be doing it in the woods somewhere very remote. But even if they do ID me after a year, who cares. It will be 2025, a year after I CTB. The fake "oh I'm so sorry" crap for my remaining family will happen. Then I'll be dead and long forgotten, and hopefully either eternally resting or living a much better life in a different world.
Good plan. I'm torn between something similar or complete chaos and a gruesome ending. Or maybe a little bit of both,stir up a bunch of shit and disappear.
Got me thinking.
Tired_of_myself
Student
- Jan 2, 2024
- 136
Doing both is my goal.
My life is pretty shitty here and i dont like my town. I want to leave here and try again… and then, after my parents are gone, i will ctb.
My life is pretty shitty here and i dont like my town. I want to leave here and try again… and then, after my parents are gone, i will ctb.
I disappeared and literally gave away all my belongings and I still want to CBT.
I think it would depend on your circumstances. If your reasons are related to your surroundings, disappearing and chenging your environmental sceneries and social circumstances might work. But if not I doubt it would work. It won't matter if you can't escape your mind. I know I can't.
Will your problems be solved by just disappearing? It depends on your personal circumstances.
Wouldn't be an option for me. I have serious mental health issues. Anywhere in the world I go they would follow me.
