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disgusting-life

disgusting-life

smile .
Dec 25, 2025
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My biggest fantasy rn

Don't even want relief anymore, just want this

Like imagine going to bed and never waking up like ughh who that lucky mf
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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I had a weird dream once I was sleeping in my bed and I was this toddler in this bassinet and another toddler was staring at me I couldn't wake up, it took me a while to wake up.
 
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crush

damaged
Jul 19, 2021
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I obsess over this constantly. I wish I could somehow like suffocate on "accident" in my sleep. I want it to end but every time I actually try I fail lol
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as to never wake ever again and be at true permanent peace from this torturous, dreadful existence is just all I could ever hope for, all I want is to be free from the unnecessary terrible suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence is positive and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently, only those who no longer exist are fortunate to me, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with this existence that only ever caused pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
271
That's the dream. Literally. That'd be my way to go.
 
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ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
125
It makes me smile to think about dying in my sleep. I don't gotta prepare sn or nothing. There's no more being scared to kill myself if I never wake up.
 
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