Did relationships make you choose ctb?

[weni]

I feel like the reason for my CTB might seem pathetic or silly to people around me.
I'm really tired because of personal stuff—mostly relationship problems. Really. It just doesn't end.
If I die, I know there are people who'll turn it into a joke or some kind of funny happening.
Anyway, is it just me? Am I the only one who made this decision for such a stupid reason?

 

[nowherelilies]

i've had suicidal ideations since i was 13 due to family problems. but getting cheated on and discarded really drove me over the edge. turned my passive suicidal ideations to active/actually planning the steps methodically. it further solidified my fear that i really can't trust anybody and there is no safe place for me.