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dying_kwik2000

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Nov 1, 2025
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I told myself that I don't really need to be admitted because the thoughts will pass like they always do and I just need to get stronger medicine but now I'm surprised that I still can't stop thinking of suicide. It's like I wake up and all I see is the mess that is my life and how I'm failing everyday. This is not what I expected.
 
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Oct 27, 2025
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I know I actively need to seek help but i'm tired of doing the work. I just want my brain to be normal on its own i guess. I feel like it's not necessary because I haven't gathered materials yet.
 
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