Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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Destiny doesn't want me to kill myself...
2024:
-January: my birthday, birthday to my father, my cousin is traveling far away so out of respect I couldn't see myself killing myself to ruin her vacation and she has to come back. --February: beginning: my sister's birthday, then my sister was sick
March: birthday of my mother and me + sick dog
-April: I tried to jump, I didn't succeed because of the si
May: I was thinking about changing my method
-June: I went back on the jump, canceled at the last moment my jump which was scheduled because of the
-July: I love the Tour de France and then my sister came for the holidays I wanted to enjoy it one last time
-August: guardian of the tower from which I had to jump on vacation
-September: I had to accompany my mother to medical appointments
-October: I went for ctb the guard did not have the right key to open the terrace for me. postponed
-November: change of method with the sn...I had to wait before meeting people from an association + wait for sn to arrive
- December: I had to contact someone for information on the origin of the sn and the possibility of being accompanied but he was not often available to talk about it, it was postponed until January. from the 20th with the family for the holidays.
2025
-January : 3 weeks of work at my house
-February: very early birthday of my sister, I had planned for mid February but currently our 2 sick dogs are under treatment, waiting for them to get better... I wasn't going to kill myself while my parents and my sister is upset with their dog... in short all the time postponed...
2024:
-January: my birthday, birthday to my father, my cousin is traveling far away so out of respect I couldn't see myself killing myself to ruin her vacation and she has to come back. --February: beginning: my sister's birthday, then my sister was sick
March: birthday of my mother and me + sick dog
-April: I tried to jump, I didn't succeed because of the si
May: I was thinking about changing my method
-June: I went back on the jump, canceled at the last moment my jump which was scheduled because of the
-July: I love the Tour de France and then my sister came for the holidays I wanted to enjoy it one last time
-August: guardian of the tower from which I had to jump on vacation
-September: I had to accompany my mother to medical appointments
-October: I went for ctb the guard did not have the right key to open the terrace for me. postponed
-November: change of method with the sn...I had to wait before meeting people from an association + wait for sn to arrive
- December: I had to contact someone for information on the origin of the sn and the possibility of being accompanied but he was not often available to talk about it, it was postponed until January. from the 20th with the family for the holidays.
2025
-January : 3 weeks of work at my house
-February: very early birthday of my sister, I had planned for mid February but currently our 2 sick dogs are under treatment, waiting for them to get better... I wasn't going to kill myself while my parents and my sister is upset with their dog... in short all the time postponed...
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