lainsito
Lain
- Nov 14, 2025
- 26
Desrealization had fuck my life so hard.
I am like that every time, I wish I was exaggerating, but it is each minute, hour and day; i can't feel real, nor the world around me. When I didn't felt real i used to cut myself so I could prove that I was indeed, real. I also convinced myself many times that I was some kind of god and that was why so many shitty things kept happening to me, and also that was why I never felt real.
When I told my psychiatrist about that she made me do an EEG analysis, but the results were fine (if anyone had an experience like that related to the EEG analysis can they tell me?)
I know that the process of getting a diagnosis is pretty long, I am just very desperate, lol.
I am like that every time, I wish I was exaggerating, but it is each minute, hour and day; i can't feel real, nor the world around me. When I didn't felt real i used to cut myself so I could prove that I was indeed, real. I also convinced myself many times that I was some kind of god and that was why so many shitty things kept happening to me, and also that was why I never felt real.
When I told my psychiatrist about that she made me do an EEG analysis, but the results were fine (if anyone had an experience like that related to the EEG analysis can they tell me?)
I know that the process of getting a diagnosis is pretty long, I am just very desperate, lol.
