Decision time to ctb

[FireFox]

I realise now i dont want to age anymore for me catching the bus is a way for me to avoid ageing all together and avoid seeing the future.

Nothing makes me happy anymore. The only birthday present I really want to be happy again.

I feel like i am running out of time. They to me "oh you are young" it does not feel that way. I feel like i have ruined my life and cant ever see it changing.

I dont want to be me anymore.

I still opting for overdosing or posioning. I prefer to pass out and sleep.

Hanging i dont like it. I cant do it at home because of the distress it will cause in the family.

N is illegal in the UK and people have gotten in to trouble by the police for having it . It dont know why this site promotes it

I dont belong here

I will be dead at 23 .

 

[AcornUnderground]

No one can make this decision but you, Firefox but you and I have talked and I...can be opinionated.

You are an intelligent and skilled person with family support. I don't know you, but you seem to be stuck in a dark place with a sense of apathy, hopelessness, and no sense of self worth.

You don't seem to have a long history of mental illness.

I would strongly encourage you to seek help for your pain, and believe me when I tell you how much can change in very little time. You may see the world in an entirely different way.

ctb is always there. It's the last stop on the train. The choice is yours but there are so many unexplored avenues for you.

Much peace and love! Here anytime for you.

 

[FireFox]

No one can make this decision but you, Firefox but you and I have talked and I...can be opinionated.

You are an intelligent and skilled person with family support. I don't know you, but you seem to be stuck in a dark place with a sense of apathy, hopelessness, and no sense of self worth.

You don't seem to have a long history of mental illness.

I would strongly encourage you to seek help for your pain, and believe me when I tell you how much can change in very little time. You may see the world in an entirely different way.

ctb is always there. It's the last stop on the train. The choice is yours but there are so many unexplored avenues for you.

Much peace and love! Here anytime for you. ♥

Thanks as my birthday nears i just feel like i have acomplished nothing with my life . Birthdays depress me.
I have wasted opportunities and i cant ever see myself turning it around