Deciding to die.

[breathingblues]

I seek death as the release from this unending torture. I was a healthy and beautiful man until my own relatives killed me out of willful torture.

Wish that I die quick and in reality.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in this torturous existence, I hope you find peace.

 

[ratscuff]

My relatives too have destroyed me over the period of my entire life. Family is chosen, not blood-bound. Its a cruel world we're forced to live in, really.

I hope you reach some sort of calm soon. Even if its just one peaceful breath you can take that feels really nice. The little victories you can claim can be really warming.

Much love.