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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
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Anyone else plan to jump from a bridge? I've had a particular bridge in mind for a year. I'm thinking of taking an Uber to it since my car was destroyed by a tweaker piece of shit!!!! (HBUH - Hell be upon him) The place is hours away. I wonder if Uber goes that far lol
 
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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
234
Are you afraid of heights?
Yes. This bridge is hundreds of feet high too. Since it's my method I sometimes ask myself, "Is my current situation worse than jumping off a bridge?" Then the dread creeps in and I stay in my metaphorical prison.
 
RedAlert

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Sep 14, 2019
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What is your current situation if you don't mind me asking?
 
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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
234
A lifetime of various mental illnesses sprung from the misery of childhood abuse that only get worse as time goes on. No solid relationships of any kind really. Can't work because of the mental illnesses. Life is just a living death at this point. It's really a shame.

Edit: have done years of therapy with different therapists and medication. It didn't help.
 
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Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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The fountain was a great movie. I've had my eye on a bridge for some time.
 
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Sep 14, 2019
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Yeah your in a world of pain if you can't work. So i'm guessing you have tried hospitalisation already?
 
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V0latile

And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
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Yeah your in a world of pain if you can't work. So i'm guessing you have tried hospitalisation already?
I don't see how being locked up with other mentally ill people would help me.
 
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I don't see how being locked up with other mentally ill people would help me.
Its more of a distraction than anything. You would be surprised how just being around other people who struggle with the same things as you can lift you up a little. Some hospital programs are different anyway. Might aswell give it a shot...besides you have doubts about jumping the bridge and if you have doubts like that, the chances of failure is high. Just being realistic here
 
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And God decreed, “Coronavirus spread forth!”
Sep 24, 2019
234
Its more of a distraction than anything. You would be surprised how just being around other people who struggle with the same things as you can lift you up a little. Some hospital programs are different anyway. Might aswell give it a shot...besides you have doubts about jumping the bridge and if you have doubts like that, the chances of failure is high. Just being realistic here
Lol the bridge is so high there's no chance of failure.
 

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