Venting Death is always right out of my reach

[emptyenvelopes]

Today I nearly died twice today in freak accidents, and I just keep asking myself- why didn't they kill me? I just cried and asked both God and the devil why they didn't take my life away when the chance was there. I was so close to death and that escape was taken from me twice, it was like a slap in the face. People die in accidents everyday, why can't I be one of them?!