
xeno112007
Member
- Jul 18, 2025
- 7
Hello, I am always a smart kid from birth until I started to grow up I become someone with no self control and consistency. I cant stick to a method or goal for long time, its because of my overthinking which I have for a long time. If I remember correctly I never made a conscious choice to do something productive,It maybe because of my permissive parents. My undisciplined behaviour starting to hurt others like I skipped college for some 6-8 days in first three weeks and I am already a dropped out and joined again because of same reason. I thought and I told them I dont like the course. I have been undisciplined for a long time so by the logic if something happens again and again we can predict that it will happen again. I will remain undisciplined still death so I better die. on Day 3 I will hang myself by bed sheet or night night method which I heard is less painful. thanks.