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revolutionnaire23

revolutionnaire23

Love is a poison that I can't seem to cure.
Aug 6, 2023
34
I'm currently questioning things. I was stupid, my thoughts are spiraling. He's trying to not get me to CTB. I should. It says it'll make things worse. That I won't make him happy. He's lying. He should be. I'm probably convincing myself that he's lying. Why. Why am I trying to stay alive...?
 
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zurukunai

zurukunai

Member
Sep 23, 2022
61
you shouldn't do anything you're unsure about. it's okay to not have the resolve. you haven't done anything wrong and you aren't weak. it's okay.
 
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dialogos

dialogos

Experienced
Jul 5, 2023
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These extremely negative emotions will eat you up if you let them. Don't entertain them, don't let them stay
 
revolutionnaire23

revolutionnaire23

Love is a poison that I can't seem to cure.
Aug 6, 2023
34
you shouldn't do anything you're unsure about. it's okay to not have the resolve. you haven't done anything wrong and you aren't weak. it's okay.
Yeah...that's fair enough. I guess I might need to wait and prepare. Thank you.
These extremely negative emotions will eat you up if you let them. Don't entertain them, don't let them stay
It's really hard to get rid of these emotions. I think I've already been eaten up by them, they've been here for years...
 

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