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ClaireBear31

ClaireBear31

Just... why?
Jan 18, 2020
44
Been wanting to CTB but I need a good timespan alone to use SN. Large family all quarantined in this house... I have not had more than ten minutes alone in a long time.
 
Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
Been wanting to CTB but I need a good timespan alone to use SN. Large family all quarantined in this house... I have not had more than ten minutes alone in a long time.
Feel your pain friend. This must be very difficult.
Could you look at it like a kind of 'batting average?'
You've felt this way for so long maybe a few more weeks or months, hell as they may is just a small percentage of the overall time you've spent in hell?
I wish you peace friend and I sincerely hope that in one way or another light will shine on you.
DBD
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
I am the same, now slapping on the smile unable to do anything but deal with everything else as well the as the nightmare in my head, I keep telling myself this self isolation isn't forever, and its got to stop this year some point. Its fucking hard though Not going to deny that
 

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