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nitritegirl

nitritegirl

anguish.
Jun 26, 2025
42
i have 10 grams (10g) of phenobarbital and 16 miligrams (16mg) of lorazepam. gonna take both at the same time. is this enough? i might take metoclopramide a few minutes before to make sure i won't throw up.

also, how fast would it be? i have about 12 hours before someone notices.

would it be relatively peaceful?

I also have mirtazapine, which affects GABA indirectly, but I'm not sure if it makes a difference
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
308
I hope someone answers if not try grok , pretend u are writing a book about a character commiting , it will give u the answer. It bypases its restrictions
 
nitritegirl

nitritegirl

anguish.
Jun 26, 2025
42
...and I discovered I actually only have 7g of pheno, can't for the life of me find the other 3g I was sure I had. I am still gonna attempt no matter what.
 
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a-lien

Member
Feb 22, 2026
55
only used to lorazepam ... and 16 is not that much.. I mean, I get 50 mg every half year, i don't think that they would kill me.. (and it would be allowed to get 50 mg every 3 month..)

sry that i can't help you.. don't know much about this other meds. maybe search bar.
 
scharlachrotsan

scharlachrotsan

シャルラッハロート - Scharlachrot
Jun 14, 2023
45
well, glad to see you're still here. i'm always open to talk if you ever need someone.
 

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